you are my only one
i have an interview at sears at 11:30 this morning. i'm pretty sure i'll be working there.. maybe after christmas.. or sooner. i had work last night.. and they asked if i could come in today at 12.. and there's no way i would've made it in, but i have to go in at 1. i really don't think i'm going to be able to go. i've had such a bad headache since yesterday morning.. there's no way i'm going to be able to stand for 5 hours today. i have to serve 5:30 mass tomorrow night.. and i have work from 6:30 to 10:30, but i'll have to go in 15 minutes late. i have work on sunday from 5 to 9:30.. thursday from 5:30 to 10:30.. and friday from 2 to 6:30. i don't have much time to bake and cook with my mom this year. i had work on christmas eve last year, too. i got my brother's computer hooked up in my room and billy came over last night to hook up the dsl for me.. oOo. i like having this in my room.. now, i just want my own laptop like i was supposed to get in the first place. i hate being told that something will definitely happen, then it doesn't.. and everyone acts like it's no big deal.. or the fact that they promised doesn't really mean anything. it matters to me, though.. and i'm sick of being promised things and no one ever following through with anything. i'm not trying to sound selfish, i'm just saying.. don't promise things.. and never follow through.. and act like it doesn't really matter. now.. i have to go check the dryer.