i would give you thirty clouds if i could listen to your smile again
Hmm.. 8:20 on 26 Nov. '03... I was one of two people sitting in that restaurant at the lake.. Jim and I were playing with that soda bottle cap and watching the Army guys on CNN talking about spending Thanksgiving away from home. An hour later.. we were sitting on the floor at his neighbor's house watching the fairly odd parents.. haha. An hour after that, we were lying on the doc, kissing.. OoOo. and an hour after that, Jim was getting a ticket for running a stop sign.
Same time/ same date, one year later.. I'm sitting around in my pj's, watching tv... missing tbs with my friends... and my boyfriend is in another country. It even looks the same outside as it did last year.. completely cloudy, with a full moon. It's a lot colder than it was last year, though.
At least one thing hasn't changed since last year.. Tom is still an asshole.
I've noticed that a lot of couples who get married.. stop acting like they love each other after they get married. I couldn't marry someone and stop acting the way we did while we were dating. What's the point of being married to someone when you don't tell them that you love them? And why do people fight all the time after they get married? My mom and Tom are engaged.. and if they really love each other enough to get married.. I don't understand how they can sit so far away from each other.. not look at each other.. not sleep together.. rarely kiss.. never touch each other.. and rarely say I love you. and that isn't just my mom and Tom.. that's pretty much every older married couple I know of. I hope I don't turn into that.