How He Walks In

[countingcr0ws]

Title: How He Walks In
Author: countingcr0ws
Pairing/ Characters: Yunjae
Rating: PG
Form: One-shot
Genre: AR, Fluff, High School, Oblivious Yunho, Romance
Summary: Yunho has been friends with Jaejoong ever since he began terrorizing the world, and he doesn't understand, as they prepare to graduate from high school, why Jaejoong wouldn't allow him to copy his

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[countingcr0ws]

omy gosh, let's talk about this! i've been thinking a lot about this. so you know my school had like mentors that we could talk to, and they told us to make contacts and stuff like networking stuff but all i did was to ask like why did he go to a job that wasn't exactly the same as our degree, and if he rewound time to years ago, would he imagine that he would be at where he was those kind of curious child questions and idk, i felt so stupid, but lol. that aside, i'm currently doing an internship and idk, it's like a whole complete routine and my greatest desire is enough sleep, my best accomplishment is enough sleep. it's so worrying, i don't even know. and idk, i'm earning money right now too but at what cost? what do i want, what do i need? i need food to survive, i need money to pay my bills, be a functioning adult, cover the roof over my head, squirrel money away the rainy days, for marriage, for the future kids, for the future kids' education, for insurance premiums, for healthcare, idk. after all that, what do i want, erm enough sleep... HOLY BALLS.

i was talking to my colleague who's 30 plus and still single and she told me about her switching jobs every 3 years of so when it lacks prospect or just doing so because boring and about how when she was 27 she got a 2 years visa and went to uk to stay, taking part time jobs, quitting them, moving to another city, get another job, an apartment and stuff and just doing that for 2 years and damn bloody heck, that's totally cool? and rn, the same colleague wants to see germany but she can't wrangle a week of holiday to do that and i mean i still want to see the world but i'm going to end up working and i can't balance the two much less if i pop a child out. so rn, i'm kinda looking forward to bombing my Career (yes, capital c career), taking like 8 months off in future, years down to do what my colleague did in uk and stuff and just living for once, you know.

like between paying off my house, sending my kids to the best schools, worrying about your husband cheating on you and then telling you that you're an ugly bitch (this is real), worrying about your child's grades and future, i'd rather stay in school sans expenses, sans independence, sans no holidays, sans emphasis on Career, holy shit, can you feel how much thought i've put into this, omy god, please tell me that i'm just plain crazy, holy balls. i don't know how satisfying it can actually be. right now, it's not satisfying. i still want to see the world, help. i want to visit middle earth, i want to get terrorized by a huge assed spider in australia, get my lungs choked in beijing's smog &c&c without having to beg and be disappointed when i can't get any leave days.