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goddamnit. this is going to be incoherent but i don't care. i've already been through at least half a bottle of wine tonight and i know that probably accounts for half of what i'm feeling... but alcohol aside - i feel like shit. i miss luke so much. and right or wrong, at this moment i just want to be going back to hampshire for school in the fall. i want to be taking off the wall classes and hanging out with my friends there. i miss pam. i've got nothing articulate to offer. i'm just upset and unsure about things.