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so here's your semi-regular i can't fucking sleep post
because what is there to do at four o clock in the morning except bitch about the fact that you are up at four o clock in the morning
this is what i should do
stop drinking beer before bed
stop smoking so many cigarettes
finish writing my paper for ekphrasis
since 1 & 2 are more long term things i guess i should focus on number 3, eh?
my body feels totally toxic, you would intuitively think that sleep would be the automatic answer to that - i need rest to get all of this shit out of my body, yeah? but no. instead i feel exactly like i did at four in the afternoon today right after i drank that pot of fucking french press coffee. goddamn it was delicious and but it wound me up like a top.
hello i'm spinning out of control
because what is there to do at four o clock in the morning except bitch about the fact that you are up at four o clock in the morning
this is what i should do
stop drinking beer before bed
stop smoking so many cigarettes
finish writing my paper for ekphrasis
since 1 & 2 are more long term things i guess i should focus on number 3, eh?
my body feels totally toxic, you would intuitively think that sleep would be the automatic answer to that - i need rest to get all of this shit out of my body, yeah? but no. instead i feel exactly like i did at four in the afternoon today right after i drank that pot of fucking french press coffee. goddamn it was delicious and but it wound me up like a top.
hello i'm spinning out of control