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The passion was the filthiest piece of crap Ive ever smelled. It was so boring and long and pointless. It really wasnt needed. Not just cause I dont believe in this but because it was terrible and a waste and anyone who was like oh my god it moved me so much is full of shit and fooling themselves.
I think I might be a little crazy. And not just because I wish I were but because the way shit happens in my head. Ive said it alot before. Now I feel it stronger. Especially since Ive been reading alot on schizophrenics and MPD people. So I figured I know its going on so I can stop it. I dont wanna go all norman bates and shit. So I will play along with it and be like fuck you when it gets retarded. Im probably just making myself think these things tho. Which could also be a crazy thing. But either way I dunno how my mind is lately but its definitely not how it used to be.
Today we ran into a bunch of crazy people all over Culver City. 4 in the salvation army. 2 at Wendys. Then we were arguing really loud at wendys and people thought we were crazy. I just kept saying how people need to be killed and die and Steve would be like but killers are bad. And we went on and on like usual about it but extremely loud. One old lady at salvation said that she doesnt think fags should be aloud in heaven another thought that this really lame shirt was the funniest thing ever. The third old lady there said that Theodore roosevelt owed her money and could have stopped WW2 cause he told her some inside info and that shes related to condaleeza rice or whatever and that she said president bush could have stopped 9/11. Then an old guy kept talking to himself and making crazy sounds. At wendys this homeless chick with a B.U.M. jacket on kept talking to everyone than making loud screeching sounds and yelling to her crazy boyfriend.
Im a fucking psychosocioneurotard.
I think I might be a little crazy. And not just because I wish I were but because the way shit happens in my head. Ive said it alot before. Now I feel it stronger. Especially since Ive been reading alot on schizophrenics and MPD people. So I figured I know its going on so I can stop it. I dont wanna go all norman bates and shit. So I will play along with it and be like fuck you when it gets retarded. Im probably just making myself think these things tho. Which could also be a crazy thing. But either way I dunno how my mind is lately but its definitely not how it used to be.
Today we ran into a bunch of crazy people all over Culver City. 4 in the salvation army. 2 at Wendys. Then we were arguing really loud at wendys and people thought we were crazy. I just kept saying how people need to be killed and die and Steve would be like but killers are bad. And we went on and on like usual about it but extremely loud. One old lady at salvation said that she doesnt think fags should be aloud in heaven another thought that this really lame shirt was the funniest thing ever. The third old lady there said that Theodore roosevelt owed her money and could have stopped WW2 cause he told her some inside info and that shes related to condaleeza rice or whatever and that she said president bush could have stopped 9/11. Then an old guy kept talking to himself and making crazy sounds. At wendys this homeless chick with a B.U.M. jacket on kept talking to everyone than making loud screeching sounds and yelling to her crazy boyfriend.
Im a fucking psychosocioneurotard.