Myspace, Buhdidle, and my AWESOME milkshake
Damn it's been a while....
So I finally met someone from myspace. I had been talking to him for a while and he's really sweet and shy. TOTALLY doesn't look like my type at all, but oh well. It's nice to broaden ur horizens. He's more Jennie and Julie's type than mine which is really funny. He's a keyboardist in a band called Interface.<~~~~Kinda futuristic, electronica pop. Really good shit too - I can totally see getting creative and painting up something fierce to this stuff. So I ended up meeting him on Sunday. We went back to his house and for some reason, unbeknownst to me, we watched the "Jackass" movie. *shrug* But he was really sweet and it's been so long since I got to serenly cuddle with someone. And ever since then, he would just randomly text me, "<3". So cute. The only issue I have is he doesn't talk too much. Like, at all. Jennie just says I'm being paranoid.
Then there's Dave. Long story short - APPARENTLY, his sister decided it would be a good idea to sign him up for the POLICE ACADEMY!!!..... *blank stare*..... I'm sorry. Have you MET your brother? I laughed out loud. Then he tells me after we worked together last Friday (oh yeah cuz he's still not gone yet!.... Feb 16th now....) that he really likes hanging out with me, that he can "connect" with me and really likes sleeping with me and whatnot, and how he basically wants to kinda get back together with me but on a lesser scale.
LOL!!!
Hold on... I gotta catch my breath. My sides are killing me. Okay. Here's the thing. He's only trying to stay on my good side so he can continue sleeping with me. So if that's all he's gonna use me for.... why shouldn't I do the same? He's an ungallant and deficiant little boy. I'm done with little boys. But little boys are like puppies: They're fun to play with and easily to train.
So remember that guy Micheal that started my whole Myspace obsession? Well out of the blue yesterday, he im'd me. And has continued to do so. So did Jeremiah. And apologized for standing me up. I'm planning on meeting this other guy Brendon tomarrow nite. I even have girls from myspace im'ing me. The other day I was talking to like, 8 people at once. One of them was this girl who wanted to know if I had any nude pix online.....
Insanity. But this is just what I needed. It keeps my ego and self esteem at a healthy level so I don't have to obsess over guys who aren't proving their worth. Because although I've been told "Oh you don't need him Alison. There are a line of guys waiting around the block to be with you", it was never evident. Now it is. So I don't have to be worried that I'm not really that pretty or whatever. Therefore, I don't have to be so thankful the way I usually am that someone will like me.
I have never felt so amazing in my life!!!
Oh yeah!!!! Did I mention the conversation between Jazmin and John???? Apparently John's up on the island visiting his parents. He was talking to Jazmin online and Jazz got him to confess that he still had feelings for me and it might be impending his decision to marry this July.
After reading the conversation, she also said that he should try and contact me and tell me any other feelings he may have. Just to get it off his chest and see what happens. Just in case it may affect his "happily ever after" with Whatshername. This pissed me off a lil bit. Because I know that if he could, he would. Why? Because boys hate being the bad guy. I wrote her back and verbally slapped her upside the head. I've been doing nothing but trying to move on from that train wreck and I don't need, nor want him telling me he has any feelings for me. Of course he should! Why? BECAUSE I'M THE PRESIDENT!!! I'm the shit! I became whatever he wanted me to be for 3 years. But I'm not even a shadow of that person now. And I've been using all my energy to try and break away from that person.
So have fun John. Tell the mouse I said hi!
I feel amazing.
So I finally met someone from myspace. I had been talking to him for a while and he's really sweet and shy. TOTALLY doesn't look like my type at all, but oh well. It's nice to broaden ur horizens. He's more Jennie and Julie's type than mine which is really funny. He's a keyboardist in a band called Interface.<~~~~Kinda futuristic, electronica pop. Really good shit too - I can totally see getting creative and painting up something fierce to this stuff. So I ended up meeting him on Sunday. We went back to his house and for some reason, unbeknownst to me, we watched the "Jackass" movie. *shrug* But he was really sweet and it's been so long since I got to serenly cuddle with someone. And ever since then, he would just randomly text me, "<3". So cute. The only issue I have is he doesn't talk too much. Like, at all. Jennie just says I'm being paranoid.
Then there's Dave. Long story short - APPARENTLY, his sister decided it would be a good idea to sign him up for the POLICE ACADEMY!!!..... *blank stare*..... I'm sorry. Have you MET your brother? I laughed out loud. Then he tells me after we worked together last Friday (oh yeah cuz he's still not gone yet!.... Feb 16th now....) that he really likes hanging out with me, that he can "connect" with me and really likes sleeping with me and whatnot, and how he basically wants to kinda get back together with me but on a lesser scale.
LOL!!!
Hold on... I gotta catch my breath. My sides are killing me. Okay. Here's the thing. He's only trying to stay on my good side so he can continue sleeping with me. So if that's all he's gonna use me for.... why shouldn't I do the same? He's an ungallant and deficiant little boy. I'm done with little boys. But little boys are like puppies: They're fun to play with and easily to train.
So remember that guy Micheal that started my whole Myspace obsession? Well out of the blue yesterday, he im'd me. And has continued to do so. So did Jeremiah. And apologized for standing me up. I'm planning on meeting this other guy Brendon tomarrow nite. I even have girls from myspace im'ing me. The other day I was talking to like, 8 people at once. One of them was this girl who wanted to know if I had any nude pix online.....
Insanity. But this is just what I needed. It keeps my ego and self esteem at a healthy level so I don't have to obsess over guys who aren't proving their worth. Because although I've been told "Oh you don't need him Alison. There are a line of guys waiting around the block to be with you", it was never evident. Now it is. So I don't have to be worried that I'm not really that pretty or whatever. Therefore, I don't have to be so thankful the way I usually am that someone will like me.
I have never felt so amazing in my life!!!
Oh yeah!!!! Did I mention the conversation between Jazmin and John???? Apparently John's up on the island visiting his parents. He was talking to Jazmin online and Jazz got him to confess that he still had feelings for me and it might be impending his decision to marry this July.
After reading the conversation, she also said that he should try and contact me and tell me any other feelings he may have. Just to get it off his chest and see what happens. Just in case it may affect his "happily ever after" with Whatshername. This pissed me off a lil bit. Because I know that if he could, he would. Why? Because boys hate being the bad guy. I wrote her back and verbally slapped her upside the head. I've been doing nothing but trying to move on from that train wreck and I don't need, nor want him telling me he has any feelings for me. Of course he should! Why? BECAUSE I'M THE PRESIDENT!!! I'm the shit! I became whatever he wanted me to be for 3 years. But I'm not even a shadow of that person now. And I've been using all my energy to try and break away from that person.
So have fun John. Tell the mouse I said hi!
I feel amazing.