Do you see me?
Considering it most officially summer, I figured I'd make a real update. Sorry for the confusion, but what can I say? Ever notice how shorter entries create more comments? Anyways..
The long and short of my momentary infatuation with Mike is this: he gives too many mixed signals and I therefore cannot trust him. I'm glad that I figured this out earlier rather than later though. Remind you of any of anyone? :)
I think I'm starting to feel summer. Like.. feel like it exists. I bought "The Guest" by Phantom PLanet but I was too afraid to listen to it before because it makes me think so much of summer. Now I'm gladly listening to that, as well as Beck's new cd which Marija burned for me (Thanks, love). In fact, I drove for the first time on the freeway while listening to this music and staring into the warm glow of the sun. Such a contimpilative day for me.
In fact, I don't really know what to say. I'm pretty excited for my late night thinking. Every summer I listen to music and I never sleep because I really am a vampire and a nocturnal child. Its just how I'm made. I love the feeling of being a teenager and being able to drive and hang out with my friends and whatnot. So if you want to play with me, I'd be more than delighted to oblidge. You most likely know my number.
I feel really dark right now, but in a peaceful kind of way. I'm listening to Lycanthropy by Patrick Wolf (Kelsey, yes there are like..3 really bad songs, but I don't listen to them. The rest are SO good. And no, I haven't listened to the Childcatcher.) I want to write a story about vampires or maybe watch Queen of the Damned with Ali. Thats what we should do, you know. I want to write. I want a plot that isn't going to flop and I want characters that will develop on their own.
I wish I were a writer.
I feel so powerful...like when I put my hand to that conductor in Physics and my hair rose and whoever I touched would be shocked. I shocked Dante's tongue and Chase's nipple. ELPPIN NITSUJ.
I love when you're driving and music takes you over and your face just contorts with the music and you feel so alive and nothing matters. I love that.
I'm off. Cheers... You wish you could flow through my veins.
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The long and short of my momentary infatuation with Mike is this: he gives too many mixed signals and I therefore cannot trust him. I'm glad that I figured this out earlier rather than later though. Remind you of any of anyone? :)
I think I'm starting to feel summer. Like.. feel like it exists. I bought "The Guest" by Phantom PLanet but I was too afraid to listen to it before because it makes me think so much of summer. Now I'm gladly listening to that, as well as Beck's new cd which Marija burned for me (Thanks, love). In fact, I drove for the first time on the freeway while listening to this music and staring into the warm glow of the sun. Such a contimpilative day for me.
In fact, I don't really know what to say. I'm pretty excited for my late night thinking. Every summer I listen to music and I never sleep because I really am a vampire and a nocturnal child. Its just how I'm made. I love the feeling of being a teenager and being able to drive and hang out with my friends and whatnot. So if you want to play with me, I'd be more than delighted to oblidge. You most likely know my number.
I feel really dark right now, but in a peaceful kind of way. I'm listening to Lycanthropy by Patrick Wolf (Kelsey, yes there are like..3 really bad songs, but I don't listen to them. The rest are SO good. And no, I haven't listened to the Childcatcher.) I want to write a story about vampires or maybe watch Queen of the Damned with Ali. Thats what we should do, you know. I want to write. I want a plot that isn't going to flop and I want characters that will develop on their own.
I wish I were a writer.
I feel so powerful...like when I put my hand to that conductor in Physics and my hair rose and whoever I touched would be shocked. I shocked Dante's tongue and Chase's nipple. ELPPIN NITSUJ.
I love when you're driving and music takes you over and your face just contorts with the music and you feel so alive and nothing matters. I love that.
I'm off. Cheers... You wish you could flow through my veins.
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