Nov 13, 2004 19:25
Sometimes I wonder weither the emotion love knows how much it can hurt the people it comes across.
A guy I had been going out with online, whom I loved and still do at some times, broke up almost several months ago. It was weird for a while, but after he 'went after' my cousin he says 'Let's get back together, only not tell sarah' so I promise I won't tell her about it. Several months go by, we drift further and further apart but a part of me still loves him. When he finally starts talking to me, I tell him that I have a real life boyfriend. He acts all happy, but I know he hurts inside. He wants to be loved.
Just tonight I told my cousin about it. She is heart-broken, but not mad at me. Mad at him. But I feel like she should be mad at me cause I am the one who interdouced them. I am the one who started all this. But hopefully, as things go on, it will get better.
Hopefully, he'll realize that inside he doesn't love any of the girls his heart says he does and he'll find someone he can truly be happy with.