renewal
So my sister Becky decided to throw a big party for her 10 year anniversary with her husband, it was basically a second wedding, well more accurately the wedding she never had but always wanted.
After a long time of preparing it went pretty well minus a few snags in plans and whatnot...
My sister and I were "bridesmaids" we wore burgundy dresses and held burgundy lillies, same thing with my two nieces.
My sister wore the whote dress and held burgundy calla lillies and creme roses, accented with pepperberry and heather... She was beautiful...
(my sister Lori and I did all the flowers, including this gorgeous archway, but thats besides the point)
To make a long story short, the whole night was a lot of fun and it made my sister very happy.
But, then there was the MAJOR side detail, which for me happens to be the most important...
I dont even know where to start describing this, and im sure if I start talking about everything it will be neverending.
Basically the thing I wanted for FIVE years happened, I kissed Ryan (my date) and it was unbelieveable...
For five years this is what I wanted, F-I-V-E Y-E-A-R-S!!!!! Since the day I met him, and it finally happened...
But its like where do we go from here???
I know it wasnt a huge deal, and we didnt even really talk about it afterwards, but some things were said before all of that, and those things are all I am thinking about.
Im scared to bring anything up to him, because the last time I did that with a guy I like I got screwed royally.
But im also scared that if I dont say ANYTHING, then he wont know how I feel and I may just let this chance go by.
So I dunno what to do...
After a long time of preparing it went pretty well minus a few snags in plans and whatnot...
My sister and I were "bridesmaids" we wore burgundy dresses and held burgundy lillies, same thing with my two nieces.
My sister wore the whote dress and held burgundy calla lillies and creme roses, accented with pepperberry and heather... She was beautiful...
(my sister Lori and I did all the flowers, including this gorgeous archway, but thats besides the point)
To make a long story short, the whole night was a lot of fun and it made my sister very happy.
But, then there was the MAJOR side detail, which for me happens to be the most important...
I dont even know where to start describing this, and im sure if I start talking about everything it will be neverending.
Basically the thing I wanted for FIVE years happened, I kissed Ryan (my date) and it was unbelieveable...
For five years this is what I wanted, F-I-V-E Y-E-A-R-S!!!!! Since the day I met him, and it finally happened...
But its like where do we go from here???
I know it wasnt a huge deal, and we didnt even really talk about it afterwards, but some things were said before all of that, and those things are all I am thinking about.
Im scared to bring anything up to him, because the last time I did that with a guy I like I got screwed royally.
But im also scared that if I dont say ANYTHING, then he wont know how I feel and I may just let this chance go by.
So I dunno what to do...