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This whole internship hunt (which is failing, by the way) has made me realize one thing about myself. I don't want to grow up!!!!! I'm not ready for this whole "out in the real world" thing. I really need to get off my ass and start seriously looking for something, since internships generally start in June and I need one to graduate. It's so difficult, since I only know what I don't want (no NYC, LA or Chicago), but I have no idea what I want, besides a paid internship, that would rock. I need motivation, and a kick in the ass.
Maybe I just don't want to move out of my Michigan comfort zone (that's definitely the case too.) At least while I'm here, I have a family to lean on (and a fur baby to spoil.) When I move (since there's nothing in MI), I'll loose direct family contact, most likely be without a Lucia for a few months and I'm afraid of loosing contact with the few friends I have left (I'm so friendless you guys....)
I just need to keep reminding myself that I need a job if I ever want to afford my lightning blue Mini Cooper (and it will be mine!!!)
In other news, if I ever stop being such a coward, I'll post my sketches of my fashion show pieces. Lots of expensive fabric, that's all I have to say; silk tweed, silk jersey and horsehair canvas can really add up quick (to about $200, holy shit!!!!)
In other, other news, quick hate update for the past few days.
Feb 8-I hate people with bladder control problems
Feb 9-I hate Saturdays (and a bit miffed at Michelle for not considering me for the extra Flogging Molly ticket)
Feb 10-I hate having to eventually "grow up"
Maybe I just don't want to move out of my Michigan comfort zone (that's definitely the case too.) At least while I'm here, I have a family to lean on (and a fur baby to spoil.) When I move (since there's nothing in MI), I'll loose direct family contact, most likely be without a Lucia for a few months and I'm afraid of loosing contact with the few friends I have left (I'm so friendless you guys....)
I just need to keep reminding myself that I need a job if I ever want to afford my lightning blue Mini Cooper (and it will be mine!!!)
In other news, if I ever stop being such a coward, I'll post my sketches of my fashion show pieces. Lots of expensive fabric, that's all I have to say; silk tweed, silk jersey and horsehair canvas can really add up quick (to about $200, holy shit!!!!)
In other, other news, quick hate update for the past few days.
Feb 8-I hate people with bladder control problems
Feb 9-I hate Saturdays (and a bit miffed at Michelle for not considering me for the extra Flogging Molly ticket)
Feb 10-I hate having to eventually "grow up"