Hope.
Life plays the meanest jokes on you sometimes. And yet, its hope and faith that allows you to hold on. I've been down and maybe affected by the words that were exchanged. I've never felt like that before and then I know. I love someone. I am in love. And I love that someone, most probably more than I love myself.
That is how much I've learnt to love. And yet, this love was taught by that same person. Such an irony isn't it? The girl who proclaimed that she'd never love. That she'd never be in a relationship. That she'd never fall for someone so hard... Is currently facing the opposite of everything that she has said so far.
They always say never say never. lol! I laugh at my life sometimes when I look back at it.
Its like a soap opera isn't it? Found the perfect match and yet torn by everything else. And then I wondered why god allowed me to love him so much and yet it is that one thing that is the cause of the uncertainty between us? Does he have other plans for me? Him? Us? Are all of these a test of faith?
And I know that if anything goes wrong with this and I lose the one person I have grown to love so much. Accepting his flaws, idiocy and weaknesses. I know, I'll never be able to love the way I did ever again.
Its sad isn't it? But that's how life is. Its unpredictable. Uncertain. And yet, Hope is the one thing you hold on too and time is the one thing you know that will bring the solution. And you look back and you look deep within. And you know. Love renew your faith, your hope and your believe.
And it is also that one thing that manage to shelter the flickering flame thats darkness is threatening to devour. Uncertainty takes over and fear creeps in. But then, you have faith in you, in him, in us and in both your love and you know you'll be strong to overcome the obstacles that life has thrown your way.
I never knew how strong love could be, till I entered into this.
That is how much I've learnt to love. And yet, this love was taught by that same person. Such an irony isn't it? The girl who proclaimed that she'd never love. That she'd never be in a relationship. That she'd never fall for someone so hard... Is currently facing the opposite of everything that she has said so far.
They always say never say never. lol! I laugh at my life sometimes when I look back at it.
Its like a soap opera isn't it? Found the perfect match and yet torn by everything else. And then I wondered why god allowed me to love him so much and yet it is that one thing that is the cause of the uncertainty between us? Does he have other plans for me? Him? Us? Are all of these a test of faith?
And I know that if anything goes wrong with this and I lose the one person I have grown to love so much. Accepting his flaws, idiocy and weaknesses. I know, I'll never be able to love the way I did ever again.
Its sad isn't it? But that's how life is. Its unpredictable. Uncertain. And yet, Hope is the one thing you hold on too and time is the one thing you know that will bring the solution. And you look back and you look deep within. And you know. Love renew your faith, your hope and your believe.
And it is also that one thing that manage to shelter the flickering flame thats darkness is threatening to devour. Uncertainty takes over and fear creeps in. But then, you have faith in you, in him, in us and in both your love and you know you'll be strong to overcome the obstacles that life has thrown your way.
I never knew how strong love could be, till I entered into this.