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you know, if I had one wish right now, one wish in the entire world to do ANYthing...I would wish that I could help the ones I love.
because right now I feel so weak and useless. I feel like I'm not a good friend. almost like I'm abandoning my friends.
it's intolerable.
so here I sit, just got home from an awards ceremony where they labeled me as smart, successful, an overall awesome student and person. yet I come home and feel empty. someone needs me right now but I'm afraid maybe they will take offense at my offering of assistance. I'm afraid I might lose this someone to the arguments that are surely soon to come.
I guess I'm...I don't know. I can't think.
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"to be, or not to be, that is the question..."
because right now I feel so weak and useless. I feel like I'm not a good friend. almost like I'm abandoning my friends.
it's intolerable.
so here I sit, just got home from an awards ceremony where they labeled me as smart, successful, an overall awesome student and person. yet I come home and feel empty. someone needs me right now but I'm afraid maybe they will take offense at my offering of assistance. I'm afraid I might lose this someone to the arguments that are surely soon to come.
I guess I'm...I don't know. I can't think.
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"to be, or not to be, that is the question..."