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i feel sick. i dont know whether to cry my heart out or curse God. yeah im pretty much a mess right now. outwardly im fine. on the inside...a freakin a-bomb went off.
where is He taking me?
i hate how i really screw things up. things were okay...it was playing out...it was just fine...and then i managed to jack it up. why can't i just leave things be, let it all happen as God wants it happen? it's hard to just go with the flow, but it shouldn't be hard if the flow is in your direction. i dont know.
whatever.
where is He taking me?
i hate how i really screw things up. things were okay...it was playing out...it was just fine...and then i managed to jack it up. why can't i just leave things be, let it all happen as God wants it happen? it's hard to just go with the flow, but it shouldn't be hard if the flow is in your direction. i dont know.
whatever.