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I'm applying for jobs I'm overqualified for (by dint of having graduated high school) just because they're nearby. I'm pretty sure I'm still going to hear a no thanks, even if I do get to do the interview, I'm-going-to-go-to-grad-school-once-I-figure-out-what-I-want-to-do spin doctoring. Strangely enough, that still doesn't make me feel any better. I just need to be able to afford a car (once I get my license). Hell if I had a car I would probably be a shoe-in for Pizza Hut shift supervisor.
Fuck my life, moving was a bad idea. I'm panicking.
I am applying for this bank job that I think I'd dig and I know would pay well enough, but I'm fucking nervous because I think I failed the math portion of the online assessment once already. Gonna cheat and do it with a roommate sitting next to me, aw yeah!
ETA Also I threw up three times the other night. A said a stomach flu is going around even though I've had extremely limited human contact with people who don't live in this house since my hours got slashed. I don't even fucking know why, but throwing up is really damned traumatic for me. I had toast yesterday and didn't need a repeat performance of vomiting but I'm still afraid to eat something today, although I dreamed of Wendy's and nachos. Mmm. On the other hand, oh god no more vomiting!
No, I don't know why I'm so lame either.
Fuck my life, moving was a bad idea. I'm panicking.
I am applying for this bank job that I think I'd dig and I know would pay well enough, but I'm fucking nervous because I think I failed the math portion of the online assessment once already. Gonna cheat and do it with a roommate sitting next to me, aw yeah!
ETA Also I threw up three times the other night. A said a stomach flu is going around even though I've had extremely limited human contact with people who don't live in this house since my hours got slashed. I don't even fucking know why, but throwing up is really damned traumatic for me. I had toast yesterday and didn't need a repeat performance of vomiting but I'm still afraid to eat something today, although I dreamed of Wendy's and nachos. Mmm. On the other hand, oh god no more vomiting!
No, I don't know why I'm so lame either.