Feb 06, 2005 21:19
things are going very well with Kayla. I am totally digging her. Jenelle says that I am tactless on how I brought her up and that I should have known how she was feeling by her actions. I just never assume. I have to be told that a girl is hitting on me... I never think that girls are into me. Plus Michelle didnt like her and that would make it impossible for her to be my girlfriend. Plus Jenelle was always talking about moving away... and that would have ended things. My feelings for her werent evolving either. I would always look at other girls and not feel guilty, as I shouldnt have seeing how we were not committed and she was not my girlfriend. I do feel bad that she is so hurt and I do miss her, even though she tells me she doesnt care that I miss her. SHe was a really good friend to me, and I quite upset that this has ruined things.
I dont regret a thing about Kayla, plus Michelle really likes her. We all went on a double date last night. It was Kayla, Michelle, Ryan and myself with a bunch of Ryan's co workers. Ryan Kayla and I all got better but Michelle claims she started sucking near the end. They want to do it again next weekend, but I am pretty strapped for cash. So maybe not soon, but in the near future we can rock that again.