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So much is going on that it's become one big jumble. Kind of like the word jumble, but a really hard one. Things change, friends leave, morale goes down, and in the midst of it all you are trapped in the box of daily hooha. Not that I dislike my daily hooha...well, not all of it. I love my job, although it's been really stressful lately because the lead teachers have been out. School is okay, but most of my classes really suck and are a waste of my bloody time. Stupid requirements. Bah, I've been sick for way too long, been getting way too little sleep, and haven't hung out with friends in quite some time. I've kind of liked this being busy thing since it has kept my mind occupied, but from some things that have been happening, it's got me thinking about things again. I really don't want to. I was happy not worrying about that stuff and being content being just with myself. I'm probably picky I guess, but I don't want to be unhappy or put in a situation that makes me feel uncomfortable. One girl said she likes me but knew I didn't feel the same and another that had already acknowledged her feelings a while ago has told me once again that she still really likes me. It bums me out that I don't feel the same toward them. It makes me wonder again if there will be a girl I will find who I do like who likes me. I don't want to think about this. Bah.