FILLLED: Not for a year [Sam?zekiel/Dean, manipulation/mistaken identity] Part 3/3counteragentOctober 14 2013, 17:21:07 UTC
“Sorry I almost gave you the brush off last night, Sammy.”
Sam was always Sammy when Dean was in a good mood, which a morning-after glow generally ensured. Dean wasn’t about to pretend their lives were not a bit perverse.
Sam gave him a Look. Well, that was uncalled for. I mean, yeah, they didn’t talk about sex. Ever. But Dean had thought that was oblique enough to pass. It was a compliment for crissake. No need for Sam to look so bitchy.
“Dean, you, uh.” Sam paused. Dean would realize later that he was trying to think of a way to say you shot me down without sounding like he’d had his feelings hurt. Of course, later, hurting Sam’s feelings was going to be the least of Dean’s worries.
“You were tired. I get it,” Sam finished.
For the moment Dean was playing offense against a straw man. “I didn’t think I came off as ‘tired.’” Dean even began a leer before he understood.
“Whatever,” Sam who-didn’t-get-laid last night said.
He turned back to his books, coffee, and slightly wounded pride, leaving Dean to have a heart attack in peace. For the moment it hardly mattered whether Ezekiel had duped Dean or erased Sam’s memories after, if an angel was dying to single white female Sam’s life or erasing what he thought of as a sin. All that mattered was that Dean had never, ever fucked up worse than when he stole Sam back from Death for himself. Again.
Re: FILLLED: Not for a year [Sam?zekiel/Dean, manipulation/mistaken identity] Part 3/3scarletscarletOctober 15 2013, 03:09:50 UTC
Aaaaah, owww, yes, good <3. Oh, Dean, Dean. So messed up. Excellent with the hurty flashback, too, with things having been a wreck for a while. And Sam makes that overture, and there's a chance, but man, what a mess now. <3 <3 <3
Sam was getting stronger, and that was good, it was. Sam’s health was coming back. But with his health returned his clarity of mind, just when Dean had the most to hide. His humor did too, just when Dean couldn’t think of any jokes. And now…well, they haven’t, not for a year.
They're out of step in such a bad way, here. I liked the way you ended this, too, with the mental reset of Dean realising that because they STILL hadn't (not for a year), they were still in that awkward place. Ouchies :).
Re: FILLLED: Not for a year [Sam?zekiel/Dean, manipulation/mistaken identity] Part 3/3indiachickOctober 15 2013, 14:56:37 UTC
Oh. Ouch. That hurt. That's messed up. I loved the hurty flashback too, I loved the line about Benny humming the 50's tunes for some strange reason (maybe coz the canon image of that is so strong) And this: And that, that wasn’t fair-you can’t just admit that how wrong you are and how right Dean is and then clock out before Dean can take it back. That was dirty pool. How could Dean win the argument-no, I love you more--if Sam wasn't going to fight? Aw, poor Dean. Awesome fill!
Re: FILLLED: Not for a year [Sam?zekiel/Dean, manipulation/mistaken identity] Part 3/3counteragentOctober 28 2013, 01:08:59 UTC
Thank you! I found it impossible to leave the CRAP that happened in S8 behind--in a lot of ways I think they might have been in a worse place then than they are going to be here.
I love Dean/Abaddon but I can't think of a way not to make it just straight up thrashing protesting non-con, which doesn't take me very far personally, at least the way I'm imagining it.
I probably would love her walking around in Dean's body having sex with people, though. UNF.
Ooooooh, or...or she could learn the truth and use it to blackmail Dean! INTO SEX. Of course.
“Sorry I almost gave you the brush off last night, Sammy.”
Sam was always Sammy when Dean was in a good mood, which a morning-after glow generally ensured. Dean wasn’t about to pretend their lives were not a bit perverse.
Sam gave him a Look. Well, that was uncalled for. I mean, yeah, they didn’t talk about sex. Ever. But Dean had thought that was oblique enough to pass. It was a compliment for crissake. No need for Sam to look so bitchy.
“Dean, you, uh.” Sam paused. Dean would realize later that he was trying to think of a way to say you shot me down without sounding like he’d had his feelings hurt. Of course, later, hurting Sam’s feelings was going to be the least of Dean’s worries.
“You were tired. I get it,” Sam finished.
For the moment Dean was playing offense against a straw man. “I didn’t think I came off as ‘tired.’” Dean even began a leer before he understood.
“Whatever,” Sam who-didn’t-get-laid last night said.
He turned back to his books, coffee, and slightly wounded pride, leaving Dean to have a heart attack in peace. For the moment it hardly mattered whether Ezekiel had duped Dean or erased Sam’s memories after, if an angel was dying to single white female Sam’s life or erasing what he thought of as a sin. All that mattered was that Dean had never, ever fucked up worse than when he stole Sam back from Death for himself. Again.
They hadn’t, not for a year.
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Sam was getting stronger, and that was good, it was. Sam’s health was coming back. But with his health returned his clarity of mind, just when Dean had the most to hide. His humor did too, just when Dean couldn’t think of any jokes. And now…well, they haven’t, not for a year.
They're out of step in such a bad way, here. I liked the way you ended this, too, with the mental reset of Dean realising that because they STILL hadn't (not for a year), they were still in that awkward place. Ouchies :).
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Aw, poor Dean. Awesome fill!
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I could write probably three more versions on this prompt, LOL.
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Meanwhile, I am so on board with Dean/Abbadon I can't stand it. Now if I can only figure out a way to combine those ...
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I probably would love her walking around in Dean's body having sex with people, though. UNF.
Ooooooh, or...or she could learn the truth and use it to blackmail Dean! INTO SEX. Of course.
Feel free to write those, LOL.
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