[Private] The Waterfall
I think at this point, writing all this down might help. I'm sure Dr. Williams would agree. Actually, I need to write this all down so I can remember to tell her about it.
Bridon: I really do like him, but I think only as a friend. He's a cool guy and he pays attention to what I say, and like Bebe and Wendy, he's taken a genuine interest in my well-being. I wish I hadn't said some of the things I did to him over AIM, as well as Sunday night, but I think the air is clear between us now and that's good. He's comfortable, and I like that.
Butters: I can't even describe how I feel about him. I still think about him a lot, so much more than I ever did before I moved here of course. When I see him, it's kind of overwhelming. When I don't, it's like a dull roar in the back of my head. Like a waterfall. I still like him so much it hurts.
Tweek: He makes the waterfall go away. I like him, I really do. He's probably my best friend. And the things we did the other day...wow. I never thought I would get to experience something like that. What's more, is...I don't nearly feel the guilt over it I expected to. I think I'm really coming around to what everyone's been trying to tell me. That said, I'm still really nervous that he's spending the night tomorrow. I mean, I'm way excited, but I'm so nervous. I'm afraid...I'll get carried away again. I'm afraid I want to. I wish I knew what we were. I wish I could sort things out so I could...choose.
I think I feel a little better, now.
Bridon: I really do like him, but I think only as a friend. He's a cool guy and he pays attention to what I say, and like Bebe and Wendy, he's taken a genuine interest in my well-being. I wish I hadn't said some of the things I did to him over AIM, as well as Sunday night, but I think the air is clear between us now and that's good. He's comfortable, and I like that.
Butters: I can't even describe how I feel about him. I still think about him a lot, so much more than I ever did before I moved here of course. When I see him, it's kind of overwhelming. When I don't, it's like a dull roar in the back of my head. Like a waterfall. I still like him so much it hurts.
Tweek: He makes the waterfall go away. I like him, I really do. He's probably my best friend. And the things we did the other day...wow. I never thought I would get to experience something like that. What's more, is...I don't nearly feel the guilt over it I expected to. I think I'm really coming around to what everyone's been trying to tell me. That said, I'm still really nervous that he's spending the night tomorrow. I mean, I'm way excited, but I'm so nervous. I'm afraid...I'll get carried away again. I'm afraid I want to. I wish I knew what we were. I wish I could sort things out so I could...choose.
I think I feel a little better, now.