[Filtered to Bebe and Wendy] Confused, More Than Ever.
Um. So I don't really know what happened but I sort of asked Butters to the dance as my date today and he said yes.
I mean, I'm really happy. But at the same time, well, what if he just agreed to it because he's too nice to say no? And I don't even know if I'm going to be allowed to go. I talked to Mr. Mackey today about the dance and about my anxiety problems (and this is exactly the sort of thing to set them off, you know?) and he's meeting with my mother tomorrow but getting to go to a dance is not something she's likely to approve of.
And on top of that I don't have anything to wear. I mean, church clothes but they're not really...fashionable, I guess.
I don't know what to do. ):
But I like him so much. This shouldn't be so difficult.
I mean, I'm really happy. But at the same time, well, what if he just agreed to it because he's too nice to say no? And I don't even know if I'm going to be allowed to go. I talked to Mr. Mackey today about the dance and about my anxiety problems (and this is exactly the sort of thing to set them off, you know?) and he's meeting with my mother tomorrow but getting to go to a dance is not something she's likely to approve of.
And on top of that I don't have anything to wear. I mean, church clothes but they're not really...fashionable, I guess.
I don't know what to do. ):
But I like him so much. This shouldn't be so difficult.