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this past few days have been too rough, it's suppose to be easy going after mid-terms.
it's been way too hard, way too many nights with my blanket over my head wondering how i went wrong, why i deserve this. everybody has those days. but why so many, and now? I don't have the strength. there's nothing left to give. just me. i've been stripped of everything worthwhile. and i just lay here, scared and naked, praying things can only get better. it's a little scary how that metaphor is able to send chills down my spine. maybe thats cause i know, thats exactly what i am.
it's been way too hard, way too many nights with my blanket over my head wondering how i went wrong, why i deserve this. everybody has those days. but why so many, and now? I don't have the strength. there's nothing left to give. just me. i've been stripped of everything worthwhile. and i just lay here, scared and naked, praying things can only get better. it's a little scary how that metaphor is able to send chills down my spine. maybe thats cause i know, thats exactly what i am.