Jul 20, 2006 18:10
There is really nothing worse than not having anyone to talk to. . . It's worse than. . .idk, everything. . . Especially when you look forward to it so much. . .but then you can't. It hurts. But hey, it doesn't matter. No one even notices the signs you give to let them know how you're feeling . . . like being sooo quiet so you don't start crying. Or just staying in your room so much because you don't feel like dealing with anyone that lives under the same roof as you. It's pathetic to what you've become. So hollow and lifeless. Not because you want to be like that, but because it's the only way you can be when it feels like no one cares. . .even though they do. You just don't feel like they do. And that's what hurts the most . . . Not knowing.