Note to self...

Jun 26, 2006 18:57

...Change.
email.
address.

Ohmygod... ohmygod.... ohmygod.....

*bites nails*

*whimpers*

Opening my email inbox and seeing the name BRANDON in big scary letters was NOT what I was expecting to see. Nor did I want to.

EVER.

I had not-so-secretly hoped that he was dead...

For those of you who don't know... This is quite honestly the only person I've wished death upon. From the age of 14 to 16, this thing of a human being crushed my soul, caused me to be unable to eat or sleep and therefore fall to a scary 103 pounds, and made me lose faith in everything I had ever known.

I have never felt more hatred for a person in my entire life. He is the reason why I can't trust people, why being lied to (even if it's a small lie) devastates me, and gah... this was OVER TEN @#!$%*% YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You can see why my heart stopped for a brief moment, and then I began to tremble all over as I rolled the mouse over and double clicked.

"Hello. This is the only email address I have for you, so I hope you check it. :P

I am in Colorado Springs for the next couple weeks, and I figured that its been years since we've talked. For all I know, you're probably married and have some supercute babies to chase around. :)

All I know that Jason is in Florida and Cathy is in Kansas, and I have no idea where you are. As for me, I am a physics undergrad at UC Davis in California.

If you are interested, I think it would be nice to get some coffee or lunch or something. Maybe we can take my private plane to France for some lunch, lol.

I hope you are doing well."

...the FUCK!?!?!!!!

How the HELL does he know that about Cathy and Jason!? That just happened within the last six months! GAH!!!!!

Here's Angela's reply in her head:

"Hi. I'm in Japan. That's funny... I thought you were dead, or, I guess, just hoped you were. That suited me just fine. See, there's a REASON why we haven't talked in years. I'd prefer to keep it that way. Bye."
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