survey from barbie
Your ex shows up at your door saying that they hate you, you say?
okay.
What would you do if you found out one of your friends likes your crush?
anyone can like anyone. that's just how it goes. i wouldn't do anything
Have you ever kissed an ex after you two have broken up?
yes
Ever kept arguing even after you realized you were wrong?
no, when i'm wrong i'll admit it. i don't like to argue anyway
If a girl kisses another girl are they a dirty hoe?
no. kiss who you want to. just mean it when you do. if you don't, that's a different story
Why do you hate the person you hate the most?
i've only ever really kind of hated one person. but, that's what high school's for. in the end, he wasn't worth my time
When you say you don't care do you mean it?
usually. there's a lot of stuff that i just don't care about. but everyone says that from time to time to just 'give up' if you will
When meeting someone new, are you afraid they won't like you?
nope. i don't care if they like me or not. i know who i am. besides, pretty much anyone who takes the time to get to know me knows i'm virtually unhateable.
Has anyone ever told you they love you and meant it?
yes, of course
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
a couple of times but it hasn't gone to well for me with the older ones
Do you believe in love at first sight?
i see things a little differently than most people.
Do you regret anything that you’ve done in your past?
we all wish we could've done at least one thing differently, but that's what hindsight is. i don't have regrets. i like who i am, and everything i've done has made me that way.
Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
there's a zero percent chance of that.
Are you generally a happy person?
ish. i'm a complex person
What is more important, family or friends?
for me, family. they've never, ever let me down. some of my friends have.
Read me the last message from your inbox? Who's it from?
i have too many inboxes
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
there's a person, but she's not really in my life so much. she lives kinda far away and has a family and all that good stuff. but she can always make me smile.
How's your heart lately?
sucks.
Will this friday be a good one?
no idea. probably just more of the same
Do you think age matters in relationships?
it can, yeah.
Who did you last eat Chinese food with?
i haven't had any form of chinese food for like 12 years. but i love sushi if that counts, and i last had it with jason and barbie
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
i've worked in the music industry, of course
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
not really.
Is there anybody you wish you could spend time with right now?
indeed
How often do you cry?
not that often. but i could probably use a good one. i've been quite emotional lately
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
i'm sure that i could. it's really not a necessary thing
Why did you last cry?
something i was watching/listening to touched me in an emotional way
Are you good at hiding your emotion?
i don't know. i used to be awesome at it. i think i've lost my touch, but i don't know for sure
Did you wake up thinking about anything this morning? if so what?
i woke up thinking about my weird dream. i can still see it in my mind's eye but i can't explain what it was about, if that makes sense
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
yeah, but she doesn't think she's wrong, so it doesn't really matter.
Explain the last time you threw up:
i had too good of a time.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
luckily only 2. the first one i don't really remember at all. the last one will forever live with me.
What is your deepest fear?
failing, being alone
Do you have a secret crush on someone?
not really. been thinkin a little bit about those that got away lately though.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
usually yes. i'm misunderstood often.
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
this is like impossible to answer.
Do you care if people hate you?
nope. again, i know who i am. you can think what you want or feel what you want.
Freedom or safety?
a healthy mix of both.
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
i miss you
Has a song ever made you cry?
of course
A book ever made you cry?
actually, yes. a couple
Is the world crumbling to pieces?
i wouldn't go that far, but society is doing a horrible job right now
Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
i don't really rage out. i'm one of those bottlers. once day it'll be bad. but i guess the closest i got was that one time i went down barrie rd going about 100 in the middle of december. stupid, stupid idea.
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die?
junior high school. pretty much hated life.