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life is ok. i got new sneakers because i got extremely drunk on thursday and puked all over my beloved red shoes. i'm talking, lose control of your senses/blacking out/puking uncontrolably/ cursing at your friends/crying of being a failure/ waking up with chunks of cookie in your hair drunk. so i've given up on alcohol forever, or until i learn the definition of moderation. which i also need to apply to all facets of my life. i also want to spend more time with my family which i was so happy that i got to spend time with my grandmother today.
at 1pm, i picked up my grandmother from chuch and she told me she had been waiting for 15 minutes just incase i came early--it broke my heart because the night before i told her i didn't want to stay outside waiting and it was her who waited in the cold. i drove really fast running errands for a new cell phone i needed and she kept telling me to slow down. she is so tiny and huggable. i convinced her to have a photoshoot with me with my cell phone. she agreed. first we did smiling poses, but we look too cheesy. so i told her, "Grandma look angry!" and when I saw her angry face I couldn't keep it together. I just had a deep belly laugh after i took the photograph. I love her more than life itself, she's amazing. ALso, this picture makes it seem as if i have perfect teeth but i do not..they just look really nice..in that photograph! she also sat me down and asked me if what i am studying at school makes me happy. I told her that i'm too fickle to just be happy with one thing, then my grandma told me I have to be practical but also be open to ideas. she is so wise, you guys must be so bored.
my grandmother also told me that she found pictures of my mom's wedding, this is weird because i didn't think these exsisted.its weird to think of my parents together. they separated when i was 3, and divorced at 4. i know that they were happy when they were together so that makes me happy. people just change i guess, sometimes for the better-sometimes for the worst. i never thought i would enjoy new jersey but this weekend has been really perfect for me.
I bought a new book called SEW U: The Built By Wendy guide to making your own Wardrobe. I mean, I have a machine and I see a guy always sewing in the lobby of my friends building. Maybe we will become friends and start a fashion line!? Ok, probably not, but I think I might have an upcoming project for my winter break...other than eating cheap chipotle in ohio.
at 1pm, i picked up my grandmother from chuch and she told me she had been waiting for 15 minutes just incase i came early--it broke my heart because the night before i told her i didn't want to stay outside waiting and it was her who waited in the cold. i drove really fast running errands for a new cell phone i needed and she kept telling me to slow down. she is so tiny and huggable. i convinced her to have a photoshoot with me with my cell phone. she agreed. first we did smiling poses, but we look too cheesy. so i told her, "Grandma look angry!" and when I saw her angry face I couldn't keep it together. I just had a deep belly laugh after i took the photograph. I love her more than life itself, she's amazing. ALso, this picture makes it seem as if i have perfect teeth but i do not..they just look really nice..in that photograph! she also sat me down and asked me if what i am studying at school makes me happy. I told her that i'm too fickle to just be happy with one thing, then my grandma told me I have to be practical but also be open to ideas. she is so wise, you guys must be so bored.
my grandmother also told me that she found pictures of my mom's wedding, this is weird because i didn't think these exsisted.its weird to think of my parents together. they separated when i was 3, and divorced at 4. i know that they were happy when they were together so that makes me happy. people just change i guess, sometimes for the better-sometimes for the worst. i never thought i would enjoy new jersey but this weekend has been really perfect for me.
I bought a new book called SEW U: The Built By Wendy guide to making your own Wardrobe. I mean, I have a machine and I see a guy always sewing in the lobby of my friends building. Maybe we will become friends and start a fashion line!? Ok, probably not, but I think I might have an upcoming project for my winter break...other than eating cheap chipotle in ohio.