Aug 23, 2004 04:47
So today I woke up and my sister asked me if I heard what happened with Kelsey. And I said what Kelsey? And she said my Kelsey. So then she tells me that her mom talked to mine. I didn't tell my sister what happened between me and Kelsey but she's figuring it out.
So apparently I raised her mom's phone bill to like 500 dollars or something like that. I don't really know my mom over exaggerates. And I felt like shit all day. Because she doesn't even talk to me and she's gonna have to be paying off a bill for me. Eh I guess this happens to everyone. It happened to me. And it sucked, I still haven't paid it off. And I'll prolly never get a cell again.
So Myron made me a vcd. Its supposed to work on a dvd player but it doesn't. oh well im watching it now on my computer. It has the only box car racer song I like on it. That makes me feel like even more shit. Because it reminds me of me of the 2 am new York airport. God I don't even want to get into that.
Eh school starts in a week. I really don't want to go. Gosh I hope everyone I know there is gonna still be going there. I know lots aren't. They hate it. And I can see why.
I cant wait to go shopping for more school supplies. I love going into target or wherever with my mom when its crowded like hell. And you only find the cool notebooks on the floor. It just makes me happy.
So my dad called like 2 hours ago. He said he sent like 300 for some school stuff for me. And the same for my sister. I don't think im gonna buy a thing for school with it. Im gonna use it to get my license since no one else will pay for it. But then I got to register the god dammed car. And ugh get insurance. So im prolly just gonna get a licece then when I get a job I'll do the rest. Only because so many people want me to drive them places. And I already got a list of people I got to race!!!! Totally initial d like! Wooooo!!!! Except we're not in Japan and my car is a lousy front wheel drive. Ugh. How can I drift with a fucking front wheel drive?!?!?! Goths. Oh well at least its not a fucking American car like everyone else I know. So I know im gonna win.
Today I watched a lot of movies. I watched final destination 2 and gosh it reminded me of the person I went and saw it with. I don't think we even knew each others name. And it was so cool because we didn't care. I think I met her at the taking back Sunday show? I donno. Whatever. So yeah the movie. Gosh I soooooo want to get in a big crazy car accident I mean I've been in like 4 already and come to think of it they're fucking great! I mean its just wonderful! You think of nothing but if you can feel the rest of your body. That's how I want to die. By a car going like 120 and hitting someone on the highway on one of those huge ramps that only have one lane. And I could fly like 20 feet. And fall like 80! With the moon roof down. Gosh. Fucking awesome. But I think im gonna put a roll cage in it first. You know I got to live through it first then do it again like 10 years later during my mid life crisis.
So the university of Arizona sent me this thingy in the mail about their school. It's a really good school. But ehh. I hate Arizona and the whole essence of it. And just about everything in there. Except there flag. Its pretty cool. Kind of like the old Japanese one. But I think im gonna fuck all that shit and go to the art institute in san Francisco for animation because its just so fun and I think I'll get some credits from vo tech. Just because I love it soooooooooo much there. I mean if I could live anywhere it would be there or Seattle. But Seattle people are mean.
So yeah come to think of it she acts a lot like Christine now. I mean its like scary.
I wanna go in a ally with someone and just sit and drink and confess like everything, you know? Then just fucking start fighting for no reason. Gosh that would be a dream come true.
Hmm I wonder if andrea still has that bass guitar that we were supposed to write on and break it. I fell like breaking it. Then smoke. I donno why. Just smoke. And prolly drive a car into a stop sign. Then back up and hit it again. Then go up the street onto the hills and drive and jump right out and watch it jump. And just laugh. Gosh I cant wait until im 21 then I can be a legal abusive drunk.
Man wheres Trevor?!?!?!!?! I havnt seen him all god dammed summer! Gosh I bet hes fucking fun to hang with when not in school. Except for his total love for anger I love him. Damn we could get ourselves som aviators and fucking drink some of that german weird bottle full of stuff and drink it and fucking fight. He would totally win. Just because he can lift 40lbs. And I cant. Oh oh oh oh oh oh!!!!!!!! Hes driving now!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhh and he said he gonna start driving me to school and we could be the cool kids with the loud hip hop music when we roll in!!!!! ahhhhh omg omg omg I hope I see him at school and he drives! Because I need a ride to and from. Plus its Trevor! And I think Myron thinks I try and take advatage of him. But I totally don't. I love him. Hahaha gosh the fights Trevor got with in auto body!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahha no one would ever let me paint the cars! Damn. But it was cool we got to play gameboy behind the ol' mustang! Gosh good times. With our mechanic coveralls!!!!! Ahahhahaha wonderful. Man I wish I could be a sophmore forever. It was so great.
I want a black eye. Just to have one. Eh when school starts I can find a million guys that'll be glad to give me one. haha. Cant wait.
Cody wants to do that thing where we're "too cool for back packs" but im no because I feel naked at school with out it.
Man I need a life.
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At this exact time next week I'll be waking up. Then fucking getting ready for the school! And be taking the bus!!!!!! Wooo gosh. I hope chad is gonna be on it. He's so freaking cool. Plus he loves the shins!!!!! That just adds like 45720348752049387520349875 mo-cool points.
Gosh on the first day of school last year I wasn't even allowed to come in contact with other classmates. Because I didn't get some shots or whatever. And then on the second day I took the bus that goes to fucking las Vegas acadmy and vally hs! Ahhahahahhhahahahahahahahha it was wonderful!
Gosh I fucking old. Look at me. I hate it. Im ollllllllldddddddddddddddddd