i love you.. what ever that means.

Oct 03, 2007 16:53

I just want everything to be alright.
Lately, all ive done is worry about every little thing.

i feel like i have to just let everything go.
it may not look like much.. but its alot to me. and theres more, but whatever.

1. You, i really like you.. even if people cant see why i do. i can. i think your funny, your cute,you have amazing brown eyes that i love, you make everything fun, im comfortable around you and your into your music. thats what i want in a boy.
i dont care what people have to say about it. i like you and thats all there is to it.
i feel like a complete ass for walking away when you were trying to tell me you like me. i seriously thought it was a joke.. what interest would you have in me.
and im feeling pretty suckish about it now.
and even more so because later on after school i tried to find you, and found out you went on kiaros..
that sucks.

2. You- You mean everything to me. your my bestfriend. and i understand where you were coming from when you made your decision. i was just upset that a boy, who had liked you for a long time, didnt really ask much of you, someone whose really adorable and fun to be around.. i just didnt like that he had to get hurt in the process.
im not trying to make you feel bad, but thats my opinion on things.

3. You- I'm really glad we've become friends I love you lots, and your a reallllly good pillow. Lately ive been completely stressed, but i dont want you to have to worry about me all the time. But its nice to know that someone cares.
You give really good hugs. keep them coming.

4. You and You - even though i know it doesnt really matter. i approve of you two. your happy together and its really sweet. Your good for eachother.

5.- You- I've lost you completely. I've tried to be there for you, but i guess we just had to go seperate ways. I dont like the choices youve made for yourself but its not my buisness, so im staying out. You act like a complete pothead and its sickening. I'm worried for you..But i know your going through some tough times, and even though we dont talk anymore, i still love you.

6.- I miss talking to you everyday like we used to.your my bestfriend. and even though you live in union beach and i cant see you all the time.. you still mean alot to me. I love youuuu crazymuffin.

7. Be a comedian. please. You are the funniest girl i know.

8. ever since you two have started dating, we dont even talk anymore. I love her. and i love you. but we were bestfriends, and
i really miss you. this has been bothering me for a while.

9. whats your middle name.
this is bothering me.
it begins with an s.
and seamus told me it was like a bird or something
and you said it was greek.
rawr at you.

10. Your bipolar. and i cant stand you.
i could sit there and have a conversation with you. which is hard to pull off. and then you yell at me out of nowhere. it pisses me off. nowonder i dont like you. i wish youd just leave my house.

11. you, have really been starting to piss me off lately.
everything revolves around you

12. this goes to alot of people- You mean alot to me. never stop being my friend. please dont.

13. This is to nobody really. it could be to anyone of you. it could be to someone who doesnt exist. it could be to someone who i will meet in the future. or it could be someone soon to come, or someone whose always been there but hasent shown their true colors. I need someone. not for dating or liking purposes[though someone like this to date would be nice to]. i want someone to just hug me. and tell me its going to be alright. and never ask me whats wrong but let me tell them myself. someone who cares about me.

thats all i want...
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