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havent updated in a while, im guessing thats a good thing, because nobody really wants to hear about my life, as interesting as it is, ill spare you most of the fun.
which really wasnt fun.
parents are getting divorced, and my dad doesnt even know about it. but who cares? hes a fuckin evil bastard.
my aunt feels that since she has her wonderful patients that are cutters, have eating disorders, have weird facinations with things like 3 year old boys dressing up as girls, because he likes dresses.. being a physiciatrist, that she needs to analyze my every move, she needs to tell me that I need help, and she tells my mom that since im loosing weight, i must have a disorder.
you know what?
just because i have the ability to because im still growing, and you dont, so you feel the need to starve yourself and get the attention taken off of you so you can, doesnt mean that i should be the victum. asshole.
Thing with boy, that followed me places, and obsessed is no longer "in my possesion" so we shall not speak of that incident ever again...Ever. but hes still a good person.
You..I miss you. and i want you back, but at the same time, i dont think id be able to deal with what happend last time, all over again. but i miss you. dont take me out of your life.. please..i just want you to be happy.
I miss Loriel the most though,
I mean, I went to her party, and It was amazing. But I realized, how much it really does suck that she lives so far away. She means so much to me, and with me not doing showchoir.. which now i really regret, then im not going to be able to see her as much.
and she never goes online, so i cant talk to her as much. and i cant see her as much.
.. if your reading this. i think we should go to the movies or something before summer ends.
We've been cheated out of a summer together.
I miss Doug to.
Ive only gotten to hang out with him once this summer, hes awesome, I'm glad hes' getting his license soon.
Emily, I knew that when he xcame down, something would happen, it was inevitable, but i also knew the heartbreak would take place, and im sorry.
Utah<3
Pool party at Kimmys house was amazing. but kevin i swear, next pool party, your totally getting dunked. it was totally un even. you got me like 5 times. and i got you like three. but i did get to push you in, which made my day :P "it was kinda like the flying angel.. until i dropped you and you fell in"
Joey. im going to miss you, have fun in college, but if you dont come back next summer. your ass is being kicked.
Matt... you picked me up and threw me in, you dunked me like 20 times, while i wasnt even watching, and all i received was a lousy piggy back ride.
jerk,.
btw everyone. ER likes being pinched in the ass.
:P
<3 cygnus.
As weird as it sounds, as much drama as their is..
I want to go back to school, i want to get away from my family, and my problems,
i want to leave them at the Door.
..
+i never want to grow up.
which really wasnt fun.
parents are getting divorced, and my dad doesnt even know about it. but who cares? hes a fuckin evil bastard.
my aunt feels that since she has her wonderful patients that are cutters, have eating disorders, have weird facinations with things like 3 year old boys dressing up as girls, because he likes dresses.. being a physiciatrist, that she needs to analyze my every move, she needs to tell me that I need help, and she tells my mom that since im loosing weight, i must have a disorder.
you know what?
just because i have the ability to because im still growing, and you dont, so you feel the need to starve yourself and get the attention taken off of you so you can, doesnt mean that i should be the victum. asshole.
Thing with boy, that followed me places, and obsessed is no longer "in my possesion" so we shall not speak of that incident ever again...Ever. but hes still a good person.
You..I miss you. and i want you back, but at the same time, i dont think id be able to deal with what happend last time, all over again. but i miss you. dont take me out of your life.. please..i just want you to be happy.
I miss Loriel the most though,
I mean, I went to her party, and It was amazing. But I realized, how much it really does suck that she lives so far away. She means so much to me, and with me not doing showchoir.. which now i really regret, then im not going to be able to see her as much.
and she never goes online, so i cant talk to her as much. and i cant see her as much.
.. if your reading this. i think we should go to the movies or something before summer ends.
We've been cheated out of a summer together.
I miss Doug to.
Ive only gotten to hang out with him once this summer, hes awesome, I'm glad hes' getting his license soon.
Emily, I knew that when he xcame down, something would happen, it was inevitable, but i also knew the heartbreak would take place, and im sorry.
Utah<3
Pool party at Kimmys house was amazing. but kevin i swear, next pool party, your totally getting dunked. it was totally un even. you got me like 5 times. and i got you like three. but i did get to push you in, which made my day :P "it was kinda like the flying angel.. until i dropped you and you fell in"
Joey. im going to miss you, have fun in college, but if you dont come back next summer. your ass is being kicked.
Matt... you picked me up and threw me in, you dunked me like 20 times, while i wasnt even watching, and all i received was a lousy piggy back ride.
jerk,.
btw everyone. ER likes being pinched in the ass.
:P
<3 cygnus.
As weird as it sounds, as much drama as their is..
I want to go back to school, i want to get away from my family, and my problems,
i want to leave them at the Door.
..
+i never want to grow up.