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I need somewhere to just type and not many people will see it. So here goes.
I've found something remarkable, in someone remarkable. Brian Matthew Galvan. The first person I have ever truly loved with all of my heart and mind. He notices things, like how I react to his touch. Tonight he just lightly touched my waist when walking by while I was talking to his mom. I totally lost my train of thought and couldnt remember what to say. And he noticed. He noticed how when I came home from new york, I held his hand just a little bit tighter. He knew that I missed him. He can look me in the eye and just tell if Im tired or stressed or just plain out of it. And he can tell the difference. He knows when I am lying and when I am being sincere, but doesnt push for the truth too hard, just hard enough. When he gives me the soft eyes, I melt and feel like there is no one else in this world. He made me a traditional Japanese dinner tonight and gave me a chopstick lesson, and as I was leaving his car he handed me a set of beautiful chopsticks.
He has this thing with hands that I don't understand but he is very good at it. He can somehow tell what another person is feeling or thinking just by touching the palm of their hand, and he is always dead on. It's actually kind of freaky. He is kind and a gentleman, and sweet and a hard worker and oh so very smart. He has a passion and a talent for soccer, and I love watching him play :). He knows what to say to just completely hit my heartstrings, and understands that I get a little jealous when other girls flirt with him because cmon, hes a good looking guy haha.
He tells me the truth and has told me secrets that no one else knows. He took me to shotwell stadium one night when it was completely closed off and showed me the beauty of silence and darkness. It was just the two of us and it was chilly and windy. But perfect. I feel safe with him, like he is my protector and nothing can happen to me with him. He may think dance is pointless and he may not understand it, but he supports me in it and doesnt mind when I ramble endlessly about it.
I can honestly say. For the First time in my life.
I love you Brian.
I've found something remarkable, in someone remarkable. Brian Matthew Galvan. The first person I have ever truly loved with all of my heart and mind. He notices things, like how I react to his touch. Tonight he just lightly touched my waist when walking by while I was talking to his mom. I totally lost my train of thought and couldnt remember what to say. And he noticed. He noticed how when I came home from new york, I held his hand just a little bit tighter. He knew that I missed him. He can look me in the eye and just tell if Im tired or stressed or just plain out of it. And he can tell the difference. He knows when I am lying and when I am being sincere, but doesnt push for the truth too hard, just hard enough. When he gives me the soft eyes, I melt and feel like there is no one else in this world. He made me a traditional Japanese dinner tonight and gave me a chopstick lesson, and as I was leaving his car he handed me a set of beautiful chopsticks.
He has this thing with hands that I don't understand but he is very good at it. He can somehow tell what another person is feeling or thinking just by touching the palm of their hand, and he is always dead on. It's actually kind of freaky. He is kind and a gentleman, and sweet and a hard worker and oh so very smart. He has a passion and a talent for soccer, and I love watching him play :). He knows what to say to just completely hit my heartstrings, and understands that I get a little jealous when other girls flirt with him because cmon, hes a good looking guy haha.
He tells me the truth and has told me secrets that no one else knows. He took me to shotwell stadium one night when it was completely closed off and showed me the beauty of silence and darkness. It was just the two of us and it was chilly and windy. But perfect. I feel safe with him, like he is my protector and nothing can happen to me with him. He may think dance is pointless and he may not understand it, but he supports me in it and doesnt mind when I ramble endlessly about it.
I can honestly say. For the First time in my life.
I love you Brian.