How can you eat your pudding when you havent had any meat?
I finally found sometime to myself, who knew that there was actually time between breaths in my life.
Latly ive been so busy that ive lost touch with myself. Thats the why i hate school, It kills me literally. I become this person thats always on the go and never get to stop and take a breath and just relax. I bet Brian is getting pretty irritated cause im never around to talk to him. We do have lunch together, but we never do anything. Today i was sitting with him and i felt a old feeling of discomfort and unfamiliarity, i even felt weighed down, Making myself think that he HAD to be there with me. During that whole time i asked quietions like why am i here?....why is he here? why does he follow me around? Its gotten so bad that i cant eat at lunch, I just cant do it. I try to laugh and make things alittle better, but its not the same. Depression comes and goes as it pleases, but personally i think its PMS....gotta love that time of month.
Dance on the other hand has been keeping me busy, workin hard. It does make me feel much better. but ITS SO LATE AT NIGHT! THERE SIMPLY ISNT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAMN DAY OR NIGHT TO DO EVERYTHING THAT I NEED TO DO!
im going to go crazy. then fall asleep. later
beckerrrz
Latly ive been so busy that ive lost touch with myself. Thats the why i hate school, It kills me literally. I become this person thats always on the go and never get to stop and take a breath and just relax. I bet Brian is getting pretty irritated cause im never around to talk to him. We do have lunch together, but we never do anything. Today i was sitting with him and i felt a old feeling of discomfort and unfamiliarity, i even felt weighed down, Making myself think that he HAD to be there with me. During that whole time i asked quietions like why am i here?....why is he here? why does he follow me around? Its gotten so bad that i cant eat at lunch, I just cant do it. I try to laugh and make things alittle better, but its not the same. Depression comes and goes as it pleases, but personally i think its PMS....gotta love that time of month.
Dance on the other hand has been keeping me busy, workin hard. It does make me feel much better. but ITS SO LATE AT NIGHT! THERE SIMPLY ISNT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAMN DAY OR NIGHT TO DO EVERYTHING THAT I NEED TO DO!
im going to go crazy. then fall asleep. later
beckerrrz