Jun 05, 2006 12:18
So I'm "on a break."
I dont really know what that means. The only time i've been on a break before was because I was too lazy to actually break up with someone, then and there, and i wanted to just get away quickly. I dont think that's the case this time, but I guess we'll see. Maybe I just dont want to think that.
I had my phone in my hand this morning, 5 numbers dialed, before I remembered. It was like a good morning punch in the stomach.
But things have been wrong for a couple weeks now. Hopefully this will make things right for us, either us together or us apart. I mean, if you blow a tire, that doesnt mean you're going to get rid of the car, you just need to get the tire fixed. Unless you've been sick of the car for a while and were looking for an excuse to get a new one. I'm not going to spend my time over-analyzing every single conversation and interaction, because you can take a hundred different meanings. And thats how I started turning into crazy lady to begin with.
So.... we'll see. Put your sympathy pints of Ben and Jerry's back in the freezer. If the fat lady does in fact sing, we can stuff her face with Chunky Monkey until she pukes, but I'm not throwing in the towel yet.