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Dec 19, 2005 02:54

Lisa, I feel like I am failing you somehow in your time of need... but I dont know how to handle a situation like this, and I dont know what you want or need right now, so I'm letting your actions dictate mine... and whenever you want an ear, a beer, or a.. fleer? I would like to take you up on such an offer... or fuck, at least to give you a hug.. I dont know. Nothing I can say will make anything better or different, and I dont want to crowd or push you, and I also dont want to just fade away, so please..... let me know. I know this is an unimaginably fucked up circumstance, and I dont want you to think I'm bailing or ignoring. I just want to be what you need me to be right now.

The L-bomb was dropped. It was wonderful. I feel it deeply and reciprocate. ily.
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