Woke up this morning...
...got myself a gun...
...and shot everyone in the eyeball!
The last two nights have been pretty good! I started and finished one book, started another, and plan on finishing it tonight. Woo hoo! I needed some "me" time and it has been good.
The book I am reading did get me started thinking about the nature of reality though. There is no such thing as reality in the way everyone takes it to mean. There is a reality, but it is subjective and different for everyone, it is completely personal. No exceptions. There is no such thing as a universal reality. The statement "Come back to reality." has absolutely no meaning if you think about it.
Enough about that. Yesterday was Ricky's birthday...so I couldn't bitch at him too much. I just have this sneaking suspicion that Ricky is not going to change everyone's perception of "us" unless I MAKE him do it. Maybe I should sit him down and smack him upside the head with a two-by-four and tell him that until this is fixed, contact between us will be limited. I don't know. I can rant here, on the safety of these pages and screens, but when it comes to me actually being mean in person...I find it difficult. I can be blunt but not mean...a failing I guess.
Joseph is getting better at not whining all the time. Yay! I don't have to smack him in the mouth now. I think that he is convinced that he is going to meet "Mr. Right" this Sunday (because a "psychic" told him he would). At least it's getting his mind off Levie and the break-up. Thank the Goddess!
I think I have decided to become a lesbian. I am bound to have better luck with girls than I have had with guys. Either that, or I am going back to dating much older men. They are more settled and know how big their penis is, so they do not feel the obsessive need to whip it out and compare it with the other guys on a constant basis. Ha! I still think I would have better luck with lesbianism...I'll let you know how this progresses...
...and shot everyone in the eyeball!
The last two nights have been pretty good! I started and finished one book, started another, and plan on finishing it tonight. Woo hoo! I needed some "me" time and it has been good.
The book I am reading did get me started thinking about the nature of reality though. There is no such thing as reality in the way everyone takes it to mean. There is a reality, but it is subjective and different for everyone, it is completely personal. No exceptions. There is no such thing as a universal reality. The statement "Come back to reality." has absolutely no meaning if you think about it.
Enough about that. Yesterday was Ricky's birthday...so I couldn't bitch at him too much. I just have this sneaking suspicion that Ricky is not going to change everyone's perception of "us" unless I MAKE him do it. Maybe I should sit him down and smack him upside the head with a two-by-four and tell him that until this is fixed, contact between us will be limited. I don't know. I can rant here, on the safety of these pages and screens, but when it comes to me actually being mean in person...I find it difficult. I can be blunt but not mean...a failing I guess.
Joseph is getting better at not whining all the time. Yay! I don't have to smack him in the mouth now. I think that he is convinced that he is going to meet "Mr. Right" this Sunday (because a "psychic" told him he would). At least it's getting his mind off Levie and the break-up. Thank the Goddess!
I think I have decided to become a lesbian. I am bound to have better luck with girls than I have had with guys. Either that, or I am going back to dating much older men. They are more settled and know how big their penis is, so they do not feel the obsessive need to whip it out and compare it with the other guys on a constant basis. Ha! I still think I would have better luck with lesbianism...I'll let you know how this progresses...