HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Yeah so I am gunna say it cause I dont have very many people saying it to me... happy birthday... Another shitty day come and gone...
Went out last night... it was fun.... sooooo much fun... Until I almost got into a fight with one of MONIE'S little hoes....(MEL you know witch one)... Yeah I punked her out sooo bad... no I dont think I am kool for it but when you know we were together and you still did something with him.... you are a scandalous hoe and you need to get punked out... Any gurl would have done it.... Other than that though it was soooo much fun... I love RACH RACH AND TRINA AND EM AND DERIK and everyone else that was at my house last night...
So I woke up today and was hopeing my boyfriend would be right beside me sleeping but he wasnt... ;0( Not suprised... it is now twenty to four in the afternoon on my birthday... and I havent seen him... none of my friends that I have seen in a while have called to say happy birthday or anything....
I have never been so SAD AND DEPRESSED on a day that should be so fun... All I have done all day is cry... because no one cares..... My sister... cept Rach Rach and Em and no matter what people say that does matter that I have them that care.... but I feel really alone lately... I dont know....
SO CONFUSED.... ON WHAT TO DO
DO I KEEP TRYING ON SOMETHING THAT IS SOOO HARD....
DO I JUST DEAL WITH IT AND SAY FUCKIT....
I DONT KNOW BUT I WISH I DID....
OHH AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....
I am at my moms right now... and I love her soooo much.. her and my dad... i am so glad that we get along like we do now... i wish it could have always have been like this...
but peace out... next entry with be pics... i have new ones.... of gage me trina em rach and shera.... oh AND CANT FORGET GOOD OL' TED
LIKE HOLLY SAYS
PEACE OUTTY 5000
Went out last night... it was fun.... sooooo much fun... Until I almost got into a fight with one of MONIE'S little hoes....(MEL you know witch one)... Yeah I punked her out sooo bad... no I dont think I am kool for it but when you know we were together and you still did something with him.... you are a scandalous hoe and you need to get punked out... Any gurl would have done it.... Other than that though it was soooo much fun... I love RACH RACH AND TRINA AND EM AND DERIK and everyone else that was at my house last night...
So I woke up today and was hopeing my boyfriend would be right beside me sleeping but he wasnt... ;0( Not suprised... it is now twenty to four in the afternoon on my birthday... and I havent seen him... none of my friends that I have seen in a while have called to say happy birthday or anything....
I have never been so SAD AND DEPRESSED on a day that should be so fun... All I have done all day is cry... because no one cares..... My sister... cept Rach Rach and Em and no matter what people say that does matter that I have them that care.... but I feel really alone lately... I dont know....
SO CONFUSED.... ON WHAT TO DO
DO I KEEP TRYING ON SOMETHING THAT IS SOOO HARD....
DO I JUST DEAL WITH IT AND SAY FUCKIT....
I DONT KNOW BUT I WISH I DID....
OHH AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....
I am at my moms right now... and I love her soooo much.. her and my dad... i am so glad that we get along like we do now... i wish it could have always have been like this...
but peace out... next entry with be pics... i have new ones.... of gage me trina em rach and shera.... oh AND CANT FORGET GOOD OL' TED
LIKE HOLLY SAYS
PEACE OUTTY 5000