I honestly can't take it anymore.
I'm going to die of something here soon. I honestly don't know if I can handle more. WHAT PART OF THAT DOESN'T HE GET? Music is the ONLY reason that I'm still in school. I'm not saying that either, if it wasn't for choir, I will have dropped out like everyone else in my family (not over exaggerating at all... I will be the ONLY one in my family who has graduated.)
I've been told that I cannot attend Banquet. Why? Because the Principal at Borah is a hard nosed... Yeah. The final is next wednesday; the same day as banquet. He's requiring that we be here for the whole final. What am I going to do? That means I can't give Marta her present for banquet. I can buy it, but I can't give it to her. And I'm goign to have to give out letters the day of Banquet, I can't give it to them at Banquet.
My teacher and I tried to get him to know that it's pretty much a mandatory thing I need to be at, and I CAN come later that evening and make up the test before 10 o'clock because banquet isn't going to last 5 hours, I guaruntee it. But he refuses to let me slide.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO ANYONE? My God. I don't know if I can handle another heartbreak. I honestly don't know. I've been through too much this last year, and I really don't think I can handle another issue after this. I'm going to collapse. I'm sure I have an ulcer by now, I constantly have sharp stomach pains, and I refuse to go to the doctor to talk about it. The last time i went to the doctor they almost ended me up in the hospital because of what they prescribed to me; I don't know what I'm going to do guys, I really don't know what I'm goign to do; MISS BANQUET... I can't take this drama anymore; then I have friends on top of that who don't know that I exist. I'm going to lose it. Really people, I am. I've said it before, but when I'm crying over something as little as forgetting my drink at home when I get to school, I'm clearly not sane anymore.
I've been told that I cannot attend Banquet. Why? Because the Principal at Borah is a hard nosed... Yeah. The final is next wednesday; the same day as banquet. He's requiring that we be here for the whole final. What am I going to do? That means I can't give Marta her present for banquet. I can buy it, but I can't give it to her. And I'm goign to have to give out letters the day of Banquet, I can't give it to them at Banquet.
My teacher and I tried to get him to know that it's pretty much a mandatory thing I need to be at, and I CAN come later that evening and make up the test before 10 o'clock because banquet isn't going to last 5 hours, I guaruntee it. But he refuses to let me slide.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO ANYONE? My God. I don't know if I can handle another heartbreak. I honestly don't know. I've been through too much this last year, and I really don't think I can handle another issue after this. I'm going to collapse. I'm sure I have an ulcer by now, I constantly have sharp stomach pains, and I refuse to go to the doctor to talk about it. The last time i went to the doctor they almost ended me up in the hospital because of what they prescribed to me; I don't know what I'm going to do guys, I really don't know what I'm goign to do; MISS BANQUET... I can't take this drama anymore; then I have friends on top of that who don't know that I exist. I'm going to lose it. Really people, I am. I've said it before, but when I'm crying over something as little as forgetting my drink at home when I get to school, I'm clearly not sane anymore.