oh man i suck
so today i went to orientation. that blew. then hung out with nick. that was fun. went to drivers ed. that sucked. walked home, needed the exercise. im so bored. summer sucks.
im just drifting through life, i need to make something of myself. i really hope i quit drugs for sure this time. so far its been... 2 days. yeah im cool. havent drank in like... since thursday. but yeah i need to get my life back on track. stop screwing around and start getting stuff done.
i need to play guitar more. this summer, i learned maybe 2 songs and wrote one. oh yeah, and i learned major 7th chords. woo hoo! yeah i suck.
i have a huge thing on my collar bone. what it is, i have no idea. man this really sucks. everything is falling apart. emotionally, socially, physically. my life is in the crapper. not like i ever had much of a life, but yeah.
and i have horrible bug bites on my ankles. i scratched a hole through my socks in drivers ed itching them. the scar on my arm is kinda better, the scar on my back is still bad. im gonna be even uglier when i get old. isnt that a fun thing to look forward to? being even fatter and uglier. fun.
crap, forgot to space it out for sara, hold on... mmkay went back and spaced it out.
everything is just so confusing. i need something to keep my mind off things. keep me busy.
mr joseph still harasses me for the tennis jersey back. seriously, it was ian that didnt return his. i wish i stole one, those uniforms were super fly.
ms hall is getting old. seriously. its sad. she might retire soon. sucks for everyone else that never had her as a teacher.
why dont i appreciate the small things as much? every little thing is what makes life worth living, and we all take them for granted. like finding a pair of scissors that is comfortable to use left handed. you wouldnt think i'd be a big deal, but the little things like that make the world great.
people too. when was the last time you told a bus driver or waiter that you appreciated their services? probly never. or a good friend that is always there for you. i try to let them know how much they mean to me, but sometimes it cant be described in words. i love my friends. i have 2 really good friends. i love the both of them. they know who they are.
im just drifting through life, i need to make something of myself. i really hope i quit drugs for sure this time. so far its been... 2 days. yeah im cool. havent drank in like... since thursday. but yeah i need to get my life back on track. stop screwing around and start getting stuff done.
i need to play guitar more. this summer, i learned maybe 2 songs and wrote one. oh yeah, and i learned major 7th chords. woo hoo! yeah i suck.
i have a huge thing on my collar bone. what it is, i have no idea. man this really sucks. everything is falling apart. emotionally, socially, physically. my life is in the crapper. not like i ever had much of a life, but yeah.
and i have horrible bug bites on my ankles. i scratched a hole through my socks in drivers ed itching them. the scar on my arm is kinda better, the scar on my back is still bad. im gonna be even uglier when i get old. isnt that a fun thing to look forward to? being even fatter and uglier. fun.
crap, forgot to space it out for sara, hold on... mmkay went back and spaced it out.
everything is just so confusing. i need something to keep my mind off things. keep me busy.
mr joseph still harasses me for the tennis jersey back. seriously, it was ian that didnt return his. i wish i stole one, those uniforms were super fly.
ms hall is getting old. seriously. its sad. she might retire soon. sucks for everyone else that never had her as a teacher.
why dont i appreciate the small things as much? every little thing is what makes life worth living, and we all take them for granted. like finding a pair of scissors that is comfortable to use left handed. you wouldnt think i'd be a big deal, but the little things like that make the world great.
people too. when was the last time you told a bus driver or waiter that you appreciated their services? probly never. or a good friend that is always there for you. i try to let them know how much they mean to me, but sometimes it cant be described in words. i love my friends. i have 2 really good friends. i love the both of them. they know who they are.