Dec 20, 2007 17:36
Kiss
12/20/07
dying and ripped out
and lost in a menagerie
hurting and aching
it feels like my hearts diseased
breathless
I'm crying
and dying and hurting so much
bleeding inside
and from the cuts on my arms
no one understands where I harm
an inconstant disease
and begging you please
cause no one understands how I ride
breaking my heart
before it could start
to actually heal again
Broken by lies
and a close suicide
i don't know where I'll finally fly
I don't need your help
I'll sit alone by myself
and slice my flesh open wide
maybe get a default suicide
cause the blood just brings me peace
bleeding and crying
and feeling of my dying
and moaning and weeping
because my love is sleeping as I die
as I die and I feel my pain
and I'm drawn into rain
cried out
til I could cry no more
and bleeding til I can barely stnad
collapsing in a mess of blood and tears
as I look to a bloody kiss
pain,
love,
suicide,
darkness,
cutting