wow ppl really shouldnt jump to conclusions.
today was kinda odd...see my mom works were i volunteer and so her and my boss are good friends so they talk and stuff. so lately i have been getting major major headaches and i just havent felt that great. and so my mom and basically every1 is lyk well i think its cuz u havent been eating that much lately and we dont want u starving urself and all this bullshit. but honestly its not even lyk that at all lol lately i just havent had the same appetite as i usually would and i get full quicker 4 some reason. idk wat it is and why im feeling this way but every1 at work and stuff was lyk jumpin down my throat today lyk oh u kno u got eat and not eating isnt the proper way 2 lose wait and all this shit. but its lyk im not tryin 2 be this lil skinny minny and im not starvin myself or even tryin to. i think its wrong and just digusting. i mean trust me im defiently not lookin 2 follow in mary-kate olsen's footsteps thats 4 sure lol. so now every1 lyk watches and makes sure that i eat and stuff. its really childish if u ask me cuz i mean i kno wen im hungry and wen im not and ppl just think oh well if shes not eatin wen other ppl r shes tryin 2 starve herself which isnt the least bit true at all. its just i havent had my appetite lately and i have been gettin headaches and nausia all the time which sux. but actually today i felt great. so my mom sed if i dont start feelin good with in the next couple of days shes gunna schedule an appointment 4 the doctors so that i can get a lil check up just 2 see wats goin on lol . but i dont want ppl 2 start worryin lyk omg ashley is sick or w/e cuz im fine lol. k well i will prolly update 2morrow. luv every1! and please comment it makes me feel special!