whoa...its been so0o long!!!
hi every1! woo! its been so long since i last updated. i just really havent had the passion 2 update wen i come online lol. but ryt now im in computers and mr. mcCormick is not hea and i dont feel lyk doin my power point so i thought now was the best tym 2 update! wow so many things have been happening since i last updated that i dont kno where 2 begin... lately i have been thinking...about life, friends, things around me,and just basically everything. life ryt now is kinda confusing. im at this point in my life where i cant make any decisions and im just really confused. my mom says its normal 4 me 2 go through these things cuz im at that age she says. this weekend i got a lil sad... i started thinkin how this yr. has gone by so fuckin fast and its almost ending :( wen i think about it i get really sad. just thinking how things r gunna change next year and im just really scared of that change. im at a point in my life ryt now were im so happy wit the way things r and i dont want things 2 change but i kno that they will. i luv all my friends and im gunna miss them so much. i mean jasmine's goin 2 a different skool and i feel lyk once every1 goes 2 highskool things r gunna be so different between every1. i mean i get so scared that next yr i wont be friends wit tiff&jen and that me and jasmine wont talk. uhh! why do things have 2 change? wen things r so good in ur lyf and u luv it more than anything...why does it have 2 change?? i guess thats just something that i cant answer. i will just have 2 find out on my own somehow? ok well i guess thats really all i wanted 2 say. luv every1 and always will!
~ashley~
~ashley~