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its exhilirating. i think i've finally let go.
no more of this back and forth like a pendulum business, i'm through with it. from here on out it's all about me, myself, and i. some knitting, some good music, a few interesting books and i'm content.
someone said to me yesterday, you seem good ayms. i said, i'm happy. i am so happy. and a levee of emotion in me broke. glee spread to every tip of every digit. my hear was filled with a warmth so intense it could have stopped right there. the smile that spread across my face was so brimming and wide, the pain in my cheeks caused my eyes to tear. my shoulders relaxed, my body relieved all stress, and i felt divine.
so when i tell you i'm happy, this is what i mean. this is exactly what i'm talking about. i am HAPPY. i love who i am. i love where i am. i love the friends i'm surrounded with, and the family i come home to. everything is on the up. the funniest part is, there are so many depressing factors in life i could be dwelling on- multiple deaths in the family, incidents at work, trips being cancelled- but i refuse. no way, negativity, will you get the best of me. i'm happy as a clam and it will stay that way for as long as i'm in control of it.
and on this note, i shall yoga and shower.
no more of this back and forth like a pendulum business, i'm through with it. from here on out it's all about me, myself, and i. some knitting, some good music, a few interesting books and i'm content.
someone said to me yesterday, you seem good ayms. i said, i'm happy. i am so happy. and a levee of emotion in me broke. glee spread to every tip of every digit. my hear was filled with a warmth so intense it could have stopped right there. the smile that spread across my face was so brimming and wide, the pain in my cheeks caused my eyes to tear. my shoulders relaxed, my body relieved all stress, and i felt divine.
so when i tell you i'm happy, this is what i mean. this is exactly what i'm talking about. i am HAPPY. i love who i am. i love where i am. i love the friends i'm surrounded with, and the family i come home to. everything is on the up. the funniest part is, there are so many depressing factors in life i could be dwelling on- multiple deaths in the family, incidents at work, trips being cancelled- but i refuse. no way, negativity, will you get the best of me. i'm happy as a clam and it will stay that way for as long as i'm in control of it.
and on this note, i shall yoga and shower.