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life doesn't stand still for you anymore. my heart doesn't linger helplessly in limbo for you. i've come to realize that you have a wall built so strong, not even you can get past it anymore. i cry for you because it hurts to see you trapped. i scrape the walls in an attempt to pull you out but i'm only scrathing at bullet-proof glass and forcing myself to watch you suffer inside.
you don't know what you're doing to me. you don't know what you're doing to yourself. you don't know what you're doing to everyone around you. all you know is that you're lost and you don't care to find yourself. all you know is that she drags you on a string, and for some reason that feels good.
this world disgusts me. girls who have nothing better to do than to break hearts and friends to hide how fucked up they are in the head [sorry darlings, we can all see you clear as day.] boys who hide insecurities and pain with fake love. friends who abandon without reason and return with just as little reason. and then me, the girl who rarely abandonds, avoids hurting with all her strength, is honest, openly insecure, and loves too much. it's only normal that, in this world, i would get hurt.
life has passed us by. i'm here to be your friend, but i'm not here to be your lover.
you don't know what you're doing to me. you don't know what you're doing to yourself. you don't know what you're doing to everyone around you. all you know is that you're lost and you don't care to find yourself. all you know is that she drags you on a string, and for some reason that feels good.
this world disgusts me. girls who have nothing better to do than to break hearts and friends to hide how fucked up they are in the head [sorry darlings, we can all see you clear as day.] boys who hide insecurities and pain with fake love. friends who abandon without reason and return with just as little reason. and then me, the girl who rarely abandonds, avoids hurting with all her strength, is honest, openly insecure, and loves too much. it's only normal that, in this world, i would get hurt.
life has passed us by. i'm here to be your friend, but i'm not here to be your lover.