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I love him. He loved me. But now I'm nothing. I'm not sure if he even cares. But I know he cares for her. And it drives me insane. Make this stop. Please make it stop. All of the tears and pain is too much to bear. I can't go on like this. I can't go on knowing. I'm nothing now. And I don't think I ever was something. I'll never be something. Because I don't have that potential. I'm Meg. And I'll sit here and cry. And whine. And whimper as the days go by. The light I once had has been dimmed to darkness and I'm alone. Alone once again as I wait for the end. But this is the end... Or so it feels... Because I know this pain all too well. I've known it for a few years. Just make it stop. Someone.. anyone... Make it stop.... Make the tears go away. Make the love turn to hate. Make things the way they should be. Make me happy....