Seems lately all i ever do is work, it really sucks have really gay days off Sunday and Tuesday not much 2 do on those days so who knows, work wasn't that bad but long 10 hours today and10 yesterday saw
howlandowl at work talked to her for a minute and
shadowsndarknss and
angelcurles but we were busy so couldn't really talk to them long. I want my journal to start to mean something have purpose to my updates but the thing is last time i put the important deep stuff out there on my journal a bunch of shit got started so don't know what to do i guess only time will tell, lately i've been doing a lot of thinking about the past and wondering why i still hold certain feelings with me that i thought i had let go, well to answer my own question i guess it's cause i never really delt with the issues the way i wanted to. well it's late and i got work tomorrow so night everyone.