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[cosmosmurf]

jhf;djhdqwieasmb. i'm at a point where life barely feels real. i'm not sure how to explain it. i feel old & unsuccessful & unambitious & unafraid. i feel colorless. my vision has become lackluster. i'm not sure if it's just a bad week or a phase or a glimpse of what is to come. it's awkward & awful. i need lauren. i need future. i need laughter. i need love. oh man, oh man. i need to PAINT.

oh, fun in the eve of yesterday was had.



mmm...she is always on top.



minky & birdy



dance, boys...dance.



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caught in a whim of sass. unstoppable.



mmm...smart.