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two more weeks in berlin. today my goal is to write six pages of this paper, thereby finishing my second one in TWO DAYS. possible? yah, we'll see how it works out. i predict that once i hit about 4 i will start to mentally crash. i really want to power through. if i finish it today, everything else will seem so much more feasible.
tomorrow im seeing barack obama speak at the siegessäule. the next two weeks will be a jumble of work and going away parties and i have a shit ton to do but im trying to be positive. last night i watched the wackness, which was so good, and in that vein - im trying to focus on the dopeness. i also i wish i lived in 1994. i still listen to tribe though.
i have weird allergy sniffles right now, which im sure is so fun for everyone sitting around me in the library. i cant wait to never set foot in this building again ... for real. i have come to terms with the fact that my return to new jersey will be low-key and uncelebrated, but at this point, with the two weeks i have ahead of me, that might be a good thing. relaxing, mellow, hopefully not too lonely. a lot of things are still up in the air, but i need to let go and accept it.
and then middlebury in 6 weeks. ive been having weird dreams lately. stress and overthinking are bleeding into my subconscious and making me dream up the weirdest shit. i can only imagine how theyre going to go over the next few months. its hard to believe that so soon i'll be back in the attic of my house, hiding my smoking habit, walking up and down kings highway and listening to the cicadas and crickets at night.
tomorrow im seeing barack obama speak at the siegessäule. the next two weeks will be a jumble of work and going away parties and i have a shit ton to do but im trying to be positive. last night i watched the wackness, which was so good, and in that vein - im trying to focus on the dopeness. i also i wish i lived in 1994. i still listen to tribe though.
i have weird allergy sniffles right now, which im sure is so fun for everyone sitting around me in the library. i cant wait to never set foot in this building again ... for real. i have come to terms with the fact that my return to new jersey will be low-key and uncelebrated, but at this point, with the two weeks i have ahead of me, that might be a good thing. relaxing, mellow, hopefully not too lonely. a lot of things are still up in the air, but i need to let go and accept it.
and then middlebury in 6 weeks. ive been having weird dreams lately. stress and overthinking are bleeding into my subconscious and making me dream up the weirdest shit. i can only imagine how theyre going to go over the next few months. its hard to believe that so soon i'll be back in the attic of my house, hiding my smoking habit, walking up and down kings highway and listening to the cicadas and crickets at night.