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is it weird to feel so overwhelmed by everything at twenty one? i guess it's normal and most likely enviable. when one is overwhelmed by life at 50, maybe they are missing a firm grasp on their situation? i feel like i could write pages and pages and pages about berlin. i need to start getting my sleep cycle together, drinking and smoking less, and work on keeping my life slightly organized. i am sick, exhausted, and feeling guilty and sad. tomorrow will be sun and flea markets and outdoor cafes, which will make me happy. right now i just want to feel comforted by someone.