Isn't All of Life Just Escape Behaviour?
I can't believe it. I stayed in bed thirteen hours. I was asleep most of it. I did wake up at 8 AM and could have stayed awake. But then I knew I wouldn't have anything to look forward to today, so I forced myself to sleep more. I did the same thing again at 11 and at 1. I only got up at 3 because I feel I should be eating.
I think I'm going to get some real sleeping pills today. My plans are to go to bed at 10 PM tonight. Not because I have to get up early. Just because I don't want to be awake.
I'm looking forward to school to occupy my time. I'm not as sad today as I was yesterday. I'm actually pretty angry. I just read Micheal's entry about his 'date' with Josh yesterday. I always had a funny feeling about him. I'm going to have to learn to trust my instincts from now on.
It turns out that the reason Ryan didn't come back is because he went to LA. I don't know what that means.
I'm grateful for:
1. This last day of break.
2. McDonald's cinnamon rolls.
3. Leftover snow to look at.
I think I'm going to get some real sleeping pills today. My plans are to go to bed at 10 PM tonight. Not because I have to get up early. Just because I don't want to be awake.
I'm looking forward to school to occupy my time. I'm not as sad today as I was yesterday. I'm actually pretty angry. I just read Micheal's entry about his 'date' with Josh yesterday. I always had a funny feeling about him. I'm going to have to learn to trust my instincts from now on.
It turns out that the reason Ryan didn't come back is because he went to LA. I don't know what that means.
I'm grateful for:
1. This last day of break.
2. McDonald's cinnamon rolls.
3. Leftover snow to look at.