Dec 24, 2007 23:12
this is the first christmas in a long time that i have not wanted to die.
i'm not sure if it's because i'm growing up or because i just don't give a shit about feeling like shit anymore.
my parents got me some really tiny diamond earrings and i love them. though, i don't really care about having expensive things, nor do i think i really deserve them because i am such a shady d-bag most of the time, these are really special because i knew they took a long time choosing them and worked hard to keep them a complete surprise.
it doesn't feel like christmas to me or like another year has come and gone.
i feel like i haven't had any time to slow down and think. oh, well.
happy holidays to everyone!