Happy update pt.2? Not so much
So...I'm still at home...anyone see anything wrong with that? Three nights in a row I get ready to go out with this asshole...THREE...and three nights I'm sitting at home, all prettied up with nowhere to go. I called him when I got out of the shower, to see if he was still at the bar, and if I should still come out...naturally, he's already on his way home, and done drinking for the night...and naturally, it's my fault for not calling him BEFORE my shower.
I'm sick of the "babes"..."hey babe", "I'm sorry babe", "we'll try again another time babe", "goodnight babe"...yeah gimme a fucking break. I'm not your fucking babe...could've been until the last week. Get your fucking shit together and figure out what it is you want. Don't giggle when you say you're sorry...I don't care if you're drunk...you're not fucking sorry. Stop the games dickhead! And yeah...I did tell him this over the phone...so yay me!
I'm so fucking pissed...gaaaahhhh!
I didn't even WANT a relationship!
Fans of Clerks will understand my pain, in relating it to Dante's, "I'm not even supposed to be here today!"
Shawn McDonald suckered me into thinking he was this awesome guy, who would be so good to me...convinced me to give him a chance...I fucking fell for it...I'm the idiot! I gave him the chance, and I ended up really liking him...I only wanted him for the sex!!!!! LOL I told him the instant I met him that I didn't wanna get involved with anyone right now...and now I am...and it sucks...the sad part is, I still like him after all this...cuz I make excuses for him...I'm good at making excuses for other people.
So the good news is...our phone conversation went really well, and he didn't tell me to fuck off or anything after last night. LOL So I guess I got what I wanted.
Bad news is...I'm a sucker for a charming guy with gorgeous eyes...and I'm stupid enough to believe that I can change his hot and cold attitude.
Sigh...we're going to try for lunch tomorrow before he goes to work...I know, I'm an idiot...sorry to disappoint you guys.
But I like this guy...so be happy for me finally meeting a guy I like...Shawn is #6 of 10...for those of you who don't know, I've been on a "dating" spree.
Meh...more later...
I'm sick of the "babes"..."hey babe", "I'm sorry babe", "we'll try again another time babe", "goodnight babe"...yeah gimme a fucking break. I'm not your fucking babe...could've been until the last week. Get your fucking shit together and figure out what it is you want. Don't giggle when you say you're sorry...I don't care if you're drunk...you're not fucking sorry. Stop the games dickhead! And yeah...I did tell him this over the phone...so yay me!
I'm so fucking pissed...gaaaahhhh!
I didn't even WANT a relationship!
Fans of Clerks will understand my pain, in relating it to Dante's, "I'm not even supposed to be here today!"
Shawn McDonald suckered me into thinking he was this awesome guy, who would be so good to me...convinced me to give him a chance...I fucking fell for it...I'm the idiot! I gave him the chance, and I ended up really liking him...I only wanted him for the sex!!!!! LOL I told him the instant I met him that I didn't wanna get involved with anyone right now...and now I am...and it sucks...the sad part is, I still like him after all this...cuz I make excuses for him...I'm good at making excuses for other people.
So the good news is...our phone conversation went really well, and he didn't tell me to fuck off or anything after last night. LOL So I guess I got what I wanted.
Bad news is...I'm a sucker for a charming guy with gorgeous eyes...and I'm stupid enough to believe that I can change his hot and cold attitude.
Sigh...we're going to try for lunch tomorrow before he goes to work...I know, I'm an idiot...sorry to disappoint you guys.
But I like this guy...so be happy for me finally meeting a guy I like...Shawn is #6 of 10...for those of you who don't know, I've been on a "dating" spree.
Meh...more later...