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I'm determined. I am not really satisfied with the world around. people are really boring, angry, easily annoyable, and EXTREMELY anti-social! Which to me is the equivalent to not fun and depressing. Back in the day me and my buds had tons of fun....mostly cause we really did not give a care about all the he said she said crap, and basically cared mainly about just living it up and having the most fun possible without causing trouble, or doing harm to ourselves or others. Now, to find someone around fairfield like that is practicly impossible anymore. I've decided that i'm gonna change my world to go the way i'd like it. more religion less useless time spent being cranky and annoyed with things and people. finding people to hang with that are more worried about just talking and enjoying themselves rather than always complaining or being upset. i'd like to be more active and get more excercise as to have more energy. i just want to bring things back to having a life that i can enjoy, and i'll change both my world view, and the world around me at no matter the cost. it makes me sick to see how much garbage people let control them. people should just relax, enjoy themselves, LAUGH A LITTLE, and just keep it low key. it's not what you do in life it's how you do it. i used to be stuck in the worst and most broing places, and still be able to make a fun and amazing time out of it. I want that back. i just want the world, including myself, to be more outgoing. LIFE AIN'T ALL THAT BAD! .......Oh and yes even a white boy like myself can be ill with the niggas! Gansta's paradise is a universal connection between all races i believe. heh.